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Write a Letter to your S/O or Crush.

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Dear You,

I'm still waiting,
i will always adore you, you know that.
But there's no middle ground between us.
You are there and I am here.
I keep on saying i'm waiting for you to grow up.
But i want to be a child again, like I am around you.

Are you forgetting about me? Are you thinking of regrets? I'm ashamed I didn't express how i felt sooner, it may be too late.
But I will still wait.
 
Hey,

I hate you. I tried to warn you not to get involved with me but you convinced me otherwise. Don't say you can handle me when you have no fucking clue what you're dealing with.

Burn in hell with all your other little pals.
 
dear <blank>,

"If I let you,
You would make me destroy myself
In order to survive you,
I must first survive myself
I can sink no further
and I cannot forgive you.
There's no choice but to confront,
to engage you,
to erase you.
I've gone to great lengths
to expand my threshold of pain.
I will use my mistakes against you
there's no other choice.
I'm shameless now,
I'm nameless now,
I'm nothing now,
I'm no one now,
But my soul must be iron,
'Cause my fear is naked
I'm naked and fearless
and my fear is naked"
-Tool (this would be so badass if i came up with it first)
 
Dear Lynn,
I told you I brag about you to random motherfuCKer's on the internet. I know your reading this right now, the first post in here from me is from like a month or two after we first met. See, I have problems saying this shit outloud in public, or even when we're alone, im used to everyone thinking im a heartless and evil scumfuck who spreads misfortune,chaos, grief and distruction [You know what I mean, *cough* gettin' everyone on the hill hooked, lol], fuCK, I've done a damn find job cultivating that image, but you see through it :), Just read this whole thread from 1-23 to see the things I never told ya, PS, dont make me go psyco.........
Love,
-Mace


Just know, Im a callous and evil bastard with no regard to human life to everyone but you, Your life is the only life I hold in higher value then my own. <3
 
You have my heart now. You didn't steal it, I gave it to you. That was not an easy gift to give. Please PLEASE dont break it. I'm trusting you. You were so quick to give me yours...I feared I was ill-equiped to handle such a thing. I *almost* didn't want it. How many girls dream of a man like you? And I- so skeptical. I have no fears or doubts now. I promise to cherish and adore you, to never hurt you...I will never hurt you.
 
HB

Waking up is a joy because I know that shortly thereafter you will awake as well and the first words out of your mouth will be "I love you". It's become a very lovely way to start my day. Thank you. Perhaps I should reciprocate the favor and say "I love you" before I fall asleep. <3

CP
 
Honey,
Its not that I don't care, because I really do. I love you but it just has gotten so hard. I sit here at home and wait for you, never really knowing when or if you will come home, never having a say in it at all. I know you have made your mistakes when it came to money and now you have to work...but sometimes I just wonder, what about me? I know 10 grand is a lot to lose if you quit now and I don't blame you for not. I just have to pretend that you are never coming home and I don't really care anymore just to dull the pain. By the end of it all, you will have asked me to sit here and spin wheels alone for a year. If I didn't love you, it certainly would be a different situation, but in the end I don't really have a choice. I never planned on falling for you, so here I am.
 
Here's something I just posted in my journal. It is a letter to my future lover. Cruised over here and spotted this thread - oh how nice - I'll post it here. Sorta personal but I guess its good to share...it came from my heart <3

My Love,

I have been thinking about you again lately. My life has been…up and down lately. I have been struggling for reasons that still elude me. Even 500ug of LSD couldn’t blast from the depths of my mind what it is that keeps me chained down to Earth with concerns that I know are not ultimately important. I don’t understand what I am unsettled about, what I am searching for, what I am trying to fill inside myself. I have been happy, mainly, with my life and where things are going: working on my master’s, working out, climbing, getting stoned and laughing with friends, ~*tripping*~ underneath the stars, dancing, laying in the sun, feeling every pore absorbing energy and light…

But, also, I have been down sometimes. I have once again turned to ‘darker’ drugs to try to fill that thing inside me that I think is missing. It does not work because that which is inside me that is missing does not exist. I know not but I do know that on the most fundamental level I am complete and whole – *now*. I think about you and what may possibly be in the future and that alone is a source of hope and joy for me. I honestly feel lonely without you *now* though.

I had a dream about you again last night while camping alone on top of a cliff. That is the third time I’ve had this dream in as many years (always in the Spring). In my dreams I am with you, laying on a bed, we are both smiling at each other, your smile is as delicate as a fresh spring leaf and inside my heart is glowing. We are naked together, slowly rubbing and caressing each other. That smooth, pale, beautiful spot on your body, above your hips where the skin indents. I run my fingers over your body and feel you shiver with pleasure beneath my touch. Inside my heart is opening up to you and I feel your heart opening up to me. We entwine like snakes against each other, our breath intermingling, we kiss and I taste you on my lips. You are so sweet and beautiful, like an angel, a faerie in a sunny spring meadow. I long to hold you until we both enter the bright white light together, enraptured, in bliss, a supreme state of samadhi.

Slowly, slowly, we drift apart in our dreamscape. I sit up in my sleeping bag and look upward as the briefest of moments in an otherwise cloudy night reveals a glowing bed of stars. Incandescent in their unreal beauty they shine down on me and the tears running down my cheeks. I stay sitting a moment longer, meditating on this breath, these tears, this cliff, wind, stars. Now thick clouds cover the stars and my tears slow and my breathing returns to normal. I still taste you on my lips as I lower myself back down and drift into a deep sleep.

I awake in the morning and rise to stretch, greeting the hintings of dawn with some simple yogasanas. I sit down into lotus, turned toward the sun rise and contemplate my breath and surroundings while the red, red sun peaks over the mountains. I feel *at peace* here even now without you. I wonder again like I always do whether or not *you* dreamed about *me* last night and if you are sitting somewhere thinking similar thoughts as I.

Love and light to you my eternal friend,
Andy
 
^ I hope you can show her that one day - beautifally written :)
I know if i received something like that from someone i truly cared about, it would melt my heart.
 
oh, sweet, sweet boy:

i'm feeling insanely jealous right now over something i read on teh interwebz. i know, pathetic, right? the thing is... you're making it really easy for me to start assuming things. and i know, i know... i'm the one who didn't want to be smothered... but that plan backfired and now i want you and only you and all of you not just a little sliver.

i guess i just sorta... let go.

please give me a sign.
 
To my darling Vow,

As much as you drive me insane at times - i love the fuck out of you.
I just wish you would get your snoring looked at - you keep me awake at night :(
I am glad my sleep talking kept you awake last night - now you know how it feels! ;)

Regardless of the couple things i said tonight due to having a stress outburst, i know deep down inside i could never stop loving you. No matter how much you push my buttons at the best of times.

You're right, we will be together for eternity. We have gone through too much together to ever throw it away.

Love you :) <3
 
Love Number One:You are what I would I have been had I taken the straight path, and I am your darker side. And over the years together, we've learned how to partake of each other's strengths. I can't imagine living with anyone but you. I love you.
Love Number Two: You are like the secret part of myself that I never thought I'd find in another person. You understand all the hidden parts of me. You're the one I can tell everything. I love you.
 
Dear Drugs,

I love you. You make me feel nice. We don't get so see each other so often anymore because I am broke, but I got a bitchin' job now and it won't be long. We will meet again soon, and you will take me to the land of nod.

Love, Z
 
G:

I love the fact that when I thought you would think I was mental for looking at kittens today, you actually just took one home with you instead. Destiny, baby!

A.
 
You guys have made this a very special thread here in SLR and captures the best of it!

For that.....it will be a sticky thread!
 
Dear J,

You inspire me to be a better me, lately i have made some hard steps toward a better life and i just know it's all worth while because it's a life now that it is with you. I know and as do you, that i can say things that i don't follow through with. But i want to be all that i can be, i always have and now i see you, and you have the potential to be all that you can be. It gives me hope in myself, a gift that can never be taken away and will never be forgotten. You have taught me and continue to teach valuable life lessons, you understand me in a way i never thought anyone would and it means the world to me, and that i do the same for you, takes my breath away (pretty sure that's a song lyric there lol) . You and me baby, we are special, and we have what people dream of. We will accomplish so much in our lives, we will make the most of everything we have. We will overcome every bump. Every moment with you is precious.

<3 Carly
 
I expected you to save me. I should've known that wasn't possible.

I don't know what hurts more.. knowing you couldn't? knowing you didn't try? or thinking that you could in the first place.
 
To the love of my life,my angel,my baby, my Sexxxybone

Through the good times, the bad times and the worse of times, we have triumphed and pulled through where others may have failed. You have blessed me with a love that is deep and true. The obstacles we have overcome only shows that our light will never fade, even through the darkest and most perilous of times.

I cherish the moments we have shared and I cherish the future we have yet to create! "The future doesn't scare me at all."

Your Buff Daddy!

P.S You make my heart melt when you wiggle up next to me at night time!!
 
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