commyjohnny
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Goodbye Poem to my GF when she had to move away
To My Lovely Vanessa Schrödinger,
At night I look up at the stars and see your face in the moonlit sky
And it reminds how your beautiful eyes shine
I think of the times we were together and ask why?
Why did God choose you to be mine
When you first came to school, those were simpler times
I stared at your nice, silky hair
And wished you were mine
I saw you were nice, pretty, and real, qualities that are today quite rare
And you liked me too, but I didn’t know it
You wanted to tell me you didn’t just want to be friends
I guess I didn’t show it
But I too did also not want to be just friends
I thought to myself, sweet little girl,
I wanna be your boyfriend
Sweet little girl,
I wanna be your boyfriend
You loved me
You were too shy and you didn’t know why
You wanted to tell me
Little did you know, so did I
At the Bundesjudenspiele you talked to me
Your ex just broke up with you
I knew if I acted smartly
A chance would come through
And to the Klassenfahrt you could not go
One day a girl named Jessi sent me an SMS
How stupid was I? I didn’t even know
So many thoughts that night, my head was in a mess
When I came back, I asked you about Jessi’s looks
I asked Sebastian about her buns
So I guess this Jessi was the hottest girl in the history books
Because obviously she was hot, hotter than the sun
Then you went to the hospital because you were ill
We started talking more and more
I told you to stop taking your pills
You knew you liked me, but you were still shy and your heart was sore
You remember those hour long phone calls?
Every time I heard your voice, you made me smile
How can we forget all those phone calls
We knew something would happen in a little while
I remember the times you told me about your dreams
You said they didn’t mean a thing
But you know things are never what they seem
Who knows how different things would have been?
If you don’t want Vanessa, I’ll take her
And the time you saw his ghostly face for sure
You didn’t know exactly what to do
One thing you never knew was that I would make your dreams come true
You know there is something special about dreams
Herr Wagner said to not
Take some of them lightly as they seem to have been
Because maybe these ones were sent from God
This went on for a little bit, and it was breaking our hearts,
Until one day I told you on the internet that I liked you as more than just a friend
But there was still one part
You and Sebastian would have to come to an end
Then came one nice Sunday afternoon
Remember the Icy Lover ice cream place?
Too bad you had no idea of something I wanted to give to you
Turned out I was in for a surprise as you looked in my face
You wanted to give me something before you left
I got ready for the kiss
You came in for my cheeks, I said come on, come on, you remember that, Nessa?
Then I came for your lips
So from then on you were my girlfriend
I remember we had many a kiss
From then on I was your boyfriend
Such simple times I will always miss
Kisses before, during and after school
We would always race
To the spot that always rules
You know, to our little smoking place
Where we didn’t smoke
No there was no time for any of that
Just me and you, no other bloaks
Kissy, kissy, jup, jup, remember that?
A little bit later for Praktikum it was time
Spring break was just one month of barely seeing each other
No problem, once a week was just fine
But in my hospital and in your hotel we missed each other like no other
You were my Makeup-Nessa
And I was your Doctor Boy, my pearl
You in your little Thai dress
And you were my little university girl
Remember the people on the other side
When we were at the Nawarat Bridge
Sick, sick people, why?
Kissy, kissy, jup, jup, no problem, we were at our bridge
I remember that concert on that one night
After that, things would never again be the same
You didn’t pick up the phone for two weeks and that gave me a fright
Did I do something wrong? How could I have known, I thought it was all just a game
I saw you again at school and you tried to explain
It wasn’t your fault that your parents had taken away your phone
I knew things would never be the same
Those two weeks had broken my heart, in those two weeks I was all alone
Your mom found out about the things you have done
You got her incredibly pissed
I know for you it was absolutely no fun
You were thinking about those kisses, the ones you so much missed
You were torn apart
And I was too
In my life I was missing just one part
I was missing the old you
I didn’t know why
But one day I saw again my old sunshine
I almost started to cry
The one I haven’t seen for a long time
You didn’t stop it
You couldn’t stop yourself
We did not make a fit about it
And we were proud of ourselves
So till this day we have had some fights
Sometimes I wanted to cry
But I knew I could make things right
If I only try
My heart is the first heart broken
Your eyes are not the first to cry
I hope you accept my token
Before I let out my sad, sad sigh
There’s nowhere to hide
The fact we are so far the biggest loves of our lives
Please don’t push this aside
Because one day, who knows, you might even be my wife
I had always wished this day would never come
To myself I had always lied
That the days seeing each other are gone, finished, done
The day we would finally have to say goodbye
I never knew that day would come so fast
It will for a long time break my heart
It will always be nice to think about the past
When we are apart
So when you are gone, remember me
And you will feel fine
And hopefully you will see
You are the true love of mine
Before you are gone forever
There is something I want to say
Better now or never
Because tomorrow is the big day
I love you
And I love no one but you
Till the sun grows cold
And the stars grow old
We had such a nice thing going on
I just couldn’t believe it
But it will soon be almost gone
And I just couldn’t believe it
Oh my pretty baby
Someone must be out of their mind
To take my little lady
Away from me, but in my heart, you’ll be easy to find
You always gave me good loving
You never ran around
Always the warm huggings
You’re the best treasure I’ve ever found
There’s something you ought to know
If you are finally going
I can’t make it without you
No no no no no no no, no no no no no no no
Listen Vanessa
You were everything I wanted
But I just can’t finish what I started
Listen to me Vanessa
I’m sorry
When I heard the bad news that one day
About the people who are telling us it’s ok
And that everything happens for a reason
When you lose a part of yourself
To somebody you know
When I lose a part of myself
It’s really hard to let go
It’s really hard to say
That every breath that you remember
Pictures fade away
But memories forever
At school I will always see that empty chair at all those tables
And I’ll be seeing you when all my days boil down
And I will not be able
But maybe it’s better where you are going anyway, even if I must frown
So I guess for now we’ll say goodbye
I’ve lost the best part of my days
We know it’s not the last time
This is the last thing I, I will remember, but is it really better where you are anyway?
It’s really hard to remember the time or place
Or what you were wearing
It’s not so clear about how we met
But all I know it was the best conversation that I’ve ever had
Till this day I’ve never found someone
With eyes as bright as yours
But did you notice I was afraid
I thought I’d run out of things to say
Just a couple hours before tomorrow burns all this away
But it will start all over again
I wish forever was today
And that it would never end
But everything else is irrelevant
To our story so far
A coincidence maybe
That your eyes shine like the stars in the sky from so far?
You know everything seemed so easy
Till you day you’d have to go
Can’t you just stay, please?
Both of us are crying, don’t you know?
The blue skies of pain
Can you tell me if it’s real
From my tears like rain
Can you tell me how you feel
From the bottom of your heart
Did you think you can tell
About I you felt at the start
When all was well
Oh Vanessa
How I wish, how I wish you were here
We’re like two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl
Year after year
Running over the same old ground
What have we found?
The same old fears
Wish you were here
You know when you are in Pattaya lying on your bed
And wishing you were somewhere else instead
Both of us will be lonely
And only waiting for the other to call
But I’ll never feel alone again, with you by my side
You’re the one
And in you I confide
Vanessa, you’re the one
And we have gone through good and bad times
But your unconditional love was always on my mind
You’ve been there from the start for me
And your love’s always been true as can be
I give my heart to you
Vanessa do you love me too? What do you say?
I give my heart, because nothing can compare in this world to you
What can I say?
Vanessa, wouldn’t it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn’t have to wait to long
And wouldn’t it be nice to live together
In a kind of world where we belong?
Forget about the times when we have fought
And think about the times we were spending
The good times were one of the best, were they not?
I wish that every kiss was never-ending
Remember when we were shy and didn’t know why
You wished I was yours and I wished you were mine?
I think I will have to cry
The moment we say our last goodbye
You know something, Sunnygirl
You give my world those nice bright colors
You give me the greens of summers
You make the world seem like one sunny day
You played on the piano that lovely song
And even if I might
Play it on my violin long and long
I’ll practice it until I get it right
So never forget the good times we’ve had
You and me
That’s why it makes me so sad
Can’t you see?
You know it’s hard to talk about the things we’ve gone through
Though it’s hurting me
I know that it does you too
But tomorrow it will all be history
We’ve made that tie together
That’s why out of the hundred thousand boys in the world, I am yours
And why out of the hundred thousand girls in the world, you are mine
I won’t forget, ever
We are special for each other
You know that
How we love one another
I know that
Try to think about the future, times together we will spend
While we walk through our empty lives, tears in our eyes
Because tomorrow is for now where our story ends
This is goodbye
Memories, good days, bad days
They’ll be with me, always
Does it even have to be this way?
And now there’s only emptiness, nothing to say
I know it will be hard for three years
For both me and you
But after all these tears
We shall hold true
Forever and ever
-Your Matthew Two, Sunnyboy, Vasan Two, Romeo, Johnnyboy
Baron John Varakorn Velechovský
(John Varakorn Baron von Velechov)
P.S.
So close your eyes, and I’ll kiss you
Now wet up your lips
The hardest part is saying goodbye, tomorrow I’ll miss you
But not before I give you this
♥♥♥
(long makeout sesh)
(the next day after i read it to her she moved away)
To My Lovely Vanessa Schrödinger,
At night I look up at the stars and see your face in the moonlit sky
And it reminds how your beautiful eyes shine
I think of the times we were together and ask why?
Why did God choose you to be mine
When you first came to school, those were simpler times
I stared at your nice, silky hair
And wished you were mine
I saw you were nice, pretty, and real, qualities that are today quite rare
And you liked me too, but I didn’t know it
You wanted to tell me you didn’t just want to be friends
I guess I didn’t show it
But I too did also not want to be just friends
I thought to myself, sweet little girl,
I wanna be your boyfriend
Sweet little girl,
I wanna be your boyfriend
You loved me
You were too shy and you didn’t know why
You wanted to tell me
Little did you know, so did I
At the Bundesjudenspiele you talked to me
Your ex just broke up with you
I knew if I acted smartly
A chance would come through
And to the Klassenfahrt you could not go
One day a girl named Jessi sent me an SMS
How stupid was I? I didn’t even know
So many thoughts that night, my head was in a mess
When I came back, I asked you about Jessi’s looks
I asked Sebastian about her buns
So I guess this Jessi was the hottest girl in the history books
Because obviously she was hot, hotter than the sun
Then you went to the hospital because you were ill
We started talking more and more
I told you to stop taking your pills
You knew you liked me, but you were still shy and your heart was sore
You remember those hour long phone calls?
Every time I heard your voice, you made me smile
How can we forget all those phone calls
We knew something would happen in a little while
I remember the times you told me about your dreams
You said they didn’t mean a thing
But you know things are never what they seem
Who knows how different things would have been?
If you don’t want Vanessa, I’ll take her
And the time you saw his ghostly face for sure
You didn’t know exactly what to do
One thing you never knew was that I would make your dreams come true
You know there is something special about dreams
Herr Wagner said to not
Take some of them lightly as they seem to have been
Because maybe these ones were sent from God
This went on for a little bit, and it was breaking our hearts,
Until one day I told you on the internet that I liked you as more than just a friend
But there was still one part
You and Sebastian would have to come to an end
Then came one nice Sunday afternoon
Remember the Icy Lover ice cream place?
Too bad you had no idea of something I wanted to give to you
Turned out I was in for a surprise as you looked in my face
You wanted to give me something before you left
I got ready for the kiss
You came in for my cheeks, I said come on, come on, you remember that, Nessa?
Then I came for your lips
So from then on you were my girlfriend
I remember we had many a kiss
From then on I was your boyfriend
Such simple times I will always miss
Kisses before, during and after school
We would always race
To the spot that always rules
You know, to our little smoking place
Where we didn’t smoke
No there was no time for any of that
Just me and you, no other bloaks
Kissy, kissy, jup, jup, remember that?
A little bit later for Praktikum it was time
Spring break was just one month of barely seeing each other
No problem, once a week was just fine
But in my hospital and in your hotel we missed each other like no other
You were my Makeup-Nessa
And I was your Doctor Boy, my pearl
You in your little Thai dress
And you were my little university girl
Remember the people on the other side
When we were at the Nawarat Bridge
Sick, sick people, why?
Kissy, kissy, jup, jup, no problem, we were at our bridge
I remember that concert on that one night
After that, things would never again be the same
You didn’t pick up the phone for two weeks and that gave me a fright
Did I do something wrong? How could I have known, I thought it was all just a game
I saw you again at school and you tried to explain
It wasn’t your fault that your parents had taken away your phone
I knew things would never be the same
Those two weeks had broken my heart, in those two weeks I was all alone
Your mom found out about the things you have done
You got her incredibly pissed
I know for you it was absolutely no fun
You were thinking about those kisses, the ones you so much missed
You were torn apart
And I was too
In my life I was missing just one part
I was missing the old you
I didn’t know why
But one day I saw again my old sunshine
I almost started to cry
The one I haven’t seen for a long time
You didn’t stop it
You couldn’t stop yourself
We did not make a fit about it
And we were proud of ourselves
So till this day we have had some fights
Sometimes I wanted to cry
But I knew I could make things right
If I only try
My heart is the first heart broken
Your eyes are not the first to cry
I hope you accept my token
Before I let out my sad, sad sigh
There’s nowhere to hide
The fact we are so far the biggest loves of our lives
Please don’t push this aside
Because one day, who knows, you might even be my wife
I had always wished this day would never come
To myself I had always lied
That the days seeing each other are gone, finished, done
The day we would finally have to say goodbye
I never knew that day would come so fast
It will for a long time break my heart
It will always be nice to think about the past
When we are apart
So when you are gone, remember me
And you will feel fine
And hopefully you will see
You are the true love of mine
Before you are gone forever
There is something I want to say
Better now or never
Because tomorrow is the big day
I love you
And I love no one but you
Till the sun grows cold
And the stars grow old
We had such a nice thing going on
I just couldn’t believe it
But it will soon be almost gone
And I just couldn’t believe it
Oh my pretty baby
Someone must be out of their mind
To take my little lady
Away from me, but in my heart, you’ll be easy to find
You always gave me good loving
You never ran around
Always the warm huggings
You’re the best treasure I’ve ever found
There’s something you ought to know
If you are finally going
I can’t make it without you
No no no no no no no, no no no no no no no
Listen Vanessa
You were everything I wanted
But I just can’t finish what I started
Listen to me Vanessa
I’m sorry
When I heard the bad news that one day
About the people who are telling us it’s ok
And that everything happens for a reason
When you lose a part of yourself
To somebody you know
When I lose a part of myself
It’s really hard to let go
It’s really hard to say
That every breath that you remember
Pictures fade away
But memories forever
At school I will always see that empty chair at all those tables
And I’ll be seeing you when all my days boil down
And I will not be able
But maybe it’s better where you are going anyway, even if I must frown
So I guess for now we’ll say goodbye
I’ve lost the best part of my days
We know it’s not the last time
This is the last thing I, I will remember, but is it really better where you are anyway?
It’s really hard to remember the time or place
Or what you were wearing
It’s not so clear about how we met
But all I know it was the best conversation that I’ve ever had
Till this day I’ve never found someone
With eyes as bright as yours
But did you notice I was afraid
I thought I’d run out of things to say
Just a couple hours before tomorrow burns all this away
But it will start all over again
I wish forever was today
And that it would never end
But everything else is irrelevant
To our story so far
A coincidence maybe
That your eyes shine like the stars in the sky from so far?
You know everything seemed so easy
Till you day you’d have to go
Can’t you just stay, please?
Both of us are crying, don’t you know?
The blue skies of pain
Can you tell me if it’s real
From my tears like rain
Can you tell me how you feel
From the bottom of your heart
Did you think you can tell
About I you felt at the start
When all was well
Oh Vanessa
How I wish, how I wish you were here
We’re like two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl
Year after year
Running over the same old ground
What have we found?
The same old fears
Wish you were here
You know when you are in Pattaya lying on your bed
And wishing you were somewhere else instead
Both of us will be lonely
And only waiting for the other to call
But I’ll never feel alone again, with you by my side
You’re the one
And in you I confide
Vanessa, you’re the one
And we have gone through good and bad times
But your unconditional love was always on my mind
You’ve been there from the start for me
And your love’s always been true as can be
I give my heart to you
Vanessa do you love me too? What do you say?
I give my heart, because nothing can compare in this world to you
What can I say?
Vanessa, wouldn’t it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn’t have to wait to long
And wouldn’t it be nice to live together
In a kind of world where we belong?
Forget about the times when we have fought
And think about the times we were spending
The good times were one of the best, were they not?
I wish that every kiss was never-ending
Remember when we were shy and didn’t know why
You wished I was yours and I wished you were mine?
I think I will have to cry
The moment we say our last goodbye
You know something, Sunnygirl
You give my world those nice bright colors
You give me the greens of summers
You make the world seem like one sunny day
You played on the piano that lovely song
And even if I might
Play it on my violin long and long
I’ll practice it until I get it right
So never forget the good times we’ve had
You and me
That’s why it makes me so sad
Can’t you see?
You know it’s hard to talk about the things we’ve gone through
Though it’s hurting me
I know that it does you too
But tomorrow it will all be history
We’ve made that tie together
That’s why out of the hundred thousand boys in the world, I am yours
And why out of the hundred thousand girls in the world, you are mine
I won’t forget, ever
We are special for each other
You know that
How we love one another
I know that
Try to think about the future, times together we will spend
While we walk through our empty lives, tears in our eyes
Because tomorrow is for now where our story ends
This is goodbye
Memories, good days, bad days
They’ll be with me, always
Does it even have to be this way?
And now there’s only emptiness, nothing to say
I know it will be hard for three years
For both me and you
But after all these tears
We shall hold true
Forever and ever
-Your Matthew Two, Sunnyboy, Vasan Two, Romeo, Johnnyboy
Baron John Varakorn Velechovský
(John Varakorn Baron von Velechov)
P.S.
So close your eyes, and I’ll kiss you
Now wet up your lips
The hardest part is saying goodbye, tomorrow I’ll miss you
But not before I give you this
♥♥♥
(long makeout sesh)
(the next day after i read it to her she moved away)
