Dear E,
Ever since the day I met you I knew you were someone special. When I am with you I do not feel empty inside. I feel like I am someone special. Being able to make you laugh or smile is something I wish I could do for the rest of my life, but circumstances out of my control will not allow me to do that. All I want is for you to be happy. I would like to spend as much time as possible with you in these next two months because no matter what we do, I always have a blast. We get along so well. It tears me up to know that in two months we will be living 5 hours apart. Maybe if we had started talking earlier things would have been different, but I know that you have to move to set your life on track. I wish we could be together but that is something that I know cannot happen at this point in our lives. Whatever happens, just remember that I will always be thinking about you and the times we shared together. Maybe there will come a time in our lives where we can form a relationship with each other, but until then, I just hope you will think about me every once in a while, because you are always on my mind.
When you are gone I will be wishing you were here in my arms. It is going to be a difficult time in my life when you are gone, but you can call me or come see me at any time, for any reason. I hope you call me sometime because I would love to visit you and smoke copious amounts of hydroponic marijuana
I just want you to know how much you mean to me. This is a hard part of my life but you really made it a lot easier. Please do not settle for anything less than the best. You deserve the best life has to offer, so go out and get it. Dont worry about anything, because I know in the end everything will work out for both of us. You will always hold a very special place in my heart. You are beautiful, funny, smart, loving, everything I could ask for in a girl. One day you will make a great wife and mother if that is what you wish to do.
I wish I could just hold you in my arms for eternity but it is time that we go our seperate ways. Everytime my phone rings or beeps for a text message, I will be hoping it is you. Thank you for caring about me, I dont know where I would be right now if you had not come into my life. I love you and I know that you will achieve all of your goals in life. Good bye for now E. I just hope you know how much you mean to me. When I look at you a spark goes off inside of me. You are truly an amazing person.
Love