And so today has finally arrived, 2 years today since it happened. All I've done is cry, I can't cope - why aren't you here? why, Shannon, just why?
Please just find a way to speak to me, please - I love you, I love you, I fucking love you!!!?
I can't do this without you, please give me a sign you still care, something, anything to let me know you're not gone forever - please I beg of you!
Whomever said time heals all wounds is a liar. Time has never healed me, physically maybe, but mentally? No. All time does is make you bitter and reflective. Time turns your heart cold, your mind dark.