Dear Debbie
Im so over it.
Theres been a lot of stuff over the years that has seriously pissed me off about you in our relationship. You lieing about your age is the obvious biggy. I was never happy with how 'stupid' you seemed, particularly with technology despite my walking you through things several times, the whole time claiming to be a 'geek girl'. Being sexually frustrated certainly doesnt help matters despite the constant communication and your hesitation to adventure as you claimed you wanted became very unnattractive. Your failure to quit smoking and the lies about that, and the complete lack of concern for your own health, at your advanced age has actually started to turn me right off, not to mention the lack of staying power you had with yoga class etc.
All the constant tiny lies about miniscule things just further served to make me suspicious and untrustworthy of you more and more each passing week. You tried to trick me and pull the wool over my eyes many times that I am aware of and certainly many that I am not.
But your biggest mistake believe it or not wasnt the monumentous lie about your age. It was continually thinking, despite much evidence to the contrary, that I am stupid. That you could constantly get away with all these things I kept catching you at. Well guess what? I know you are taking hard drugs.
On a regular basis, at work as well as home no less, for no good reason at all (such as to RECREATE) and perhaps worst of all, keeping this addiction hidden from me, surprise surprise. How could you possibly think with my excperience you could keep this from me?
You can lose your job, car, life, freedom, reputation, BOYFRIEND through deportation (what about MY life???), etc. all for a little sniff of your meth, how the fuck is that possibly remotely worth it? Remember what you said to never call you again? You fucking stupid bitch!
Your 2 best friends and your 2 kids are now also aware of your habit. I know your freaking out right now and you should be, but its not a bad thing that they know, its a good thing, you oughta know better having had a coke/alcohol thing a while back you stupid fucking bitch. I told them cause they need to know, you need help, but you dont want it from me.
I gave you 3 and a half of the best years of my life and this is how you have made use of my love and trust. It is appalling to me now. I cant believe I allowed myself to be treated like this for so long. By someone I KNEW was a STUPID FUCKING BITCH!
Goodbye Debbie
*siiiiiiiiiiiigh*