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Write a letter to someone who may never read it! >>> v. 2

Dear Erika,

I still remember the day we met at the airport. When we ate McDonalds and started talking, to the flight were I sat in the aisle and we shared a small bottle of wine, and playing speed when you beat me three times in a row. What blew my mind was how you waited for me going through customs for over an hour. Getting to know you over those few hours was the best ending to one of the greatest summers of my life. Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if our final destinations weren't so far apart. You're a really special and amazing woman, not to mention absolutely beautiful. I hope one day we'll see each other again. No matter what happens though, I will always remember the time I spent with you.

-ZC
 
Dear you,

...I just hope you know that I love you. I always have, and I always will. I really don't know what else to say. Except I miss you.


Love always,
-J.
 
Dear you, stop being stupid and realize getting high is not worth it. Never mind your bullshit, it isn't fooling anyone. get your shit in order, you're giving me a headache.

from,
me.
 
Dear Dad,

No thank you for being the negative influence that you always have been. When I'm up, you bring me down. When I start to smile, you turn it to a frown. You think nothing of me other than the fact that I'm a lost cause and addict eventhough I have been clean for sometime now. You are too narrow fucking minded to even consider the fact that I am trying to change for the better, and that it takes time. Very sarcastically speaking, thank you for the support you gave me when I was kicking dope. Calling me a loser and kicking me out of the house 3 times definitely helped the process. I will never respect you, as you do not respect me, and if I had any means of getting out of this situation I would in a heartbeat. Thanks for nothing.

From,
Me
 
i know for a fact that you didnt really mean any of it, the things you said to hurt me and push me away. but even though i know this to be true, i cant help but be hurt, and i cant make the pain go away, or make it hurt any less, until i hear it from you. (remember? "sometimes its nice to be told something even when you already know it to be true." its especially important in this instance)

you completely misunderstand the reason why i'm so hurt over this. you really do know the true reason though, if you'll allow yourself to acknowledge it. and thats all i want, for you to do the same for me that you asked me countless times to do for you (even though you already knew i would, and always will): to understand.

right now, i just want my friend back. i dont care about anything else.
 
Nothing displeases me more than to realize i took for granted the most simple & monumental pleasure in enjoying your kiss. I am an idiot.
 
Dear you,

I'm sorry I opened my big mouth and said that... What pisses me off is I didn't even mean it!!! I want you to poke around in all my business.... I like talking to you about stuff.

Please forgive me, the duck pond is no fun to play in when I'm missing you.

Luff Luff

This little duck
 
Dad and Grandma..
It has been hard losing both of you and I miss you both a lot. You were both so good to me when I was growing up. Every day that passes I still find it strange that you are not here anymore.
I love you both.
 
unrequited love

dear woman 11 -

i am glad you are strong again
i truly hope no one ever crushes your heart again
i am glad i could be there when you needed me
i am forever changed by the experience
you have opened my eyes to a new world
where poetry dances with dreams

you are strong enough that you don't need me
i am happy for you
and sad for me
 
maybe-maybe not?

dear woman 11-

you are still here
you did not leave
you know everything
you are still here

you simply amaze me
you make me brave

i will walk through
the fires of hell for you

i will live each day
to prove i am worthy
of your trust and love
 
You know what, I'm not going to sleep with you. The more I think about it the more disgusted I get. Like you can't just do that shit to people who care about you. You know I'm probably going to have some sort of feelings for you for a while, and am obviously trying to take advantage of that. You broke up with me, you chose this. I'm trying to move on and talk with someone else and you make it that much harder every time you say shit like that. I want things to be cool between us, but honestly you need to leave me alone and stop fucking with me like this, you're just being cruel and I can't take it. You had me and threw me away twice, you need to really let me go. You don't have the right to not want to love me but not want anyone else to be with me either, and you've become the guy you always despised.

And I'm terrified despite all this I'm going to cave anyway. I'm scared one night I'm going to be lonely, bored, horny, and missing you and the next thing I know I'll be in an emotional clusterfuck. You living like four damn blocks away doesn't help much either. So thanks. Thanks for showing me what love is and taking it away. Thanks for getting back together and promising me all this bullshit to do it to me all over again. Thanks for making me feel like shit and unwanted in our relationship. Thanks for saving my life too, if it wasn't for you I would have died 8 months ago. Thanks for making me feel great. Thanks for making me feel terrible. Thanks for making it so hard to move on.

And you're welcome for doing nothing but love you.
 
Dear woman 11-

you come back when you need me
i think you only come back when you need me
i need you to stay away from me
this is not healthy
you kill me a little more each day
 
Dear poopie head
we have our dramatics and our overanalyzations and our bickering but i couldnt do this without you ever again since ive had the pleasure of living life with you by my side. I fall more in love with you every minute we live. By now I should want to cut my skin off right? :P
<3 little monkey

Dear immediate family.
thank you so much for the support and love and kindness youve shown me through EVERYTHING from being an addict to now being pregnant. I love you more than words could even describe and my heart aches at the thought of the burden I put upon your lives with you worrying about me. I love you
<3 Lou
 
Dear _____,
It's time that I killed the love for you in my heart. It just hurts to much and the dreams were torture to say the least. It's weird, because my dreams of us were simply that. I think that because we grew up together so close, that I actually thought we'd have a relationship someday. But now we've grown apart. You're larping and I'm watching this world melt in front of me on a regular basis. And you'll never understand my fascination with mushrooms as I'll never understand yours with dressing up and pretending to be in medieval times.
I'll always think it's bullshit that we never hooked up though. After you moved away and made all those new friends, I was so fucked up on psyche drugs that I didn't even stop to think about how far we'd drift away from each other. And by the time I realized that I still had feelings for you, I just find that you had killed yours for me long ago and you were living a great life. And as primal as it sounds I am frustrated that we didn't lose our virginity together.

So take care of yourself, and try not to think weird of my drunk, depressing letter...it was just very bad timing and I'm not doing so well. (mostly it is just mindless self-pity that I really need to disperse of.)

Maybe we'll be friends again, but at the moment it just pains me too much to see you with another man.

Sincerely,
That guy who paints you naked and you'll never know!!!
 
Dude,

I shut the door today.

Now all that's left for me to do is to lock it & throw away the key.

Guess I'd better change the locks as well, in case I go to fish it out again like the insolent fool that I am.

Or, was.


I'm trying hard to stop wanting to be there for you. I can get past every other urge save for this, yet you couldn't give a flying fuck, and strangely enough I admire that.

I aspire toward your sense of unapologetic detachment from the human condition.
But at the same time, it makes me sick.


Adieu....
hr.
 
even though you haven't been on here in years i still get afraid you might read these x
 
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kittymeow said:
Umm...I kinda like you.....and it's really inappropriate cos you're married and I have a boyfriend and we're both happy. But this little thing between us has been growing (at least on my behalf but I'm 95% sure you feel the same) and I just want something.
Acknowledgment. A kiss. Is that too much to ask for?
I don't want to take away from your marriage (your wife is really sweet) - or ruin our lives with some crazy fantasy...just all the 'what if's are getting too much to bear when I see you so often. And when you're not around I think about you all too much.
Maybe in another lifetime huh?

:o
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Lets just say I got what I asked for. And it was nice. I like this thing we have. You're special. ;)
 
Dear Princess,

It really fucking hurts to see some other girl draped over you, and your hands all over her.. Especially when you come and drape yourself all over me and try and snuggle up to me.

I know you said that you don't want to try and attempt a relationship because I'll end up hating you... But right now I'm stuggling with a lot of anger because you've rejected me with the reasoning of you don't want to lose my friendship..

Well I'm starting to feel like I'm going to end up hating you, and I really don't want to. I've had some of the most amazing times just chilling with you and we've talked about some shit that's pretty personal and close to our hearts.

All I really want is you, because you make me smile.

And I'm so fucking confused because of you.. I'm running myself into the ground attempting to get over you by any means possible.. I've tried the drugs, I've tried seeing someone else, i've tried not catching up with you for a month.. And all I want is to curl up on your shoulder, hide under your dreadlocks and snuggle.

Fuck you princess, I can't get you outta my head.

~Talie Cat
 
Dear J,

It's times like this that i really miss you. I'm fucking everything up and i'm pretty scared. Even though we are both addicts, i feel that when i'm with you it's the most under control i ever am. You're stable and secure and don't make me feel insecure or weak. You're the only person i have ever been entirely myself with and i miss that feeling of knowing that you know me and that you loved me.

I have hardly missed you since we broke up and i think that's because i've been drinking myself into oblivion. It's reaching dangerous levels and i need to stop and i'm scared and i wish you were here to go through it with me. I wish you were here to tell me that it's all going to be alright.

Love,

C
 
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