So last night was by far the most intense trip of my life. Ive never tried to write out my expierience but what happened to me last night is somthing that needs to be documented. I ate about 6.5 grams of fungi. The only reason I ate that much is because 2 days ago I tripped on L and was trying to make sure tolerance was not a factor, and let me tell you my friend, it wasn't.
As the fungi started its accent, the visuals were awesome, everything I ever wanted from the visual aspect of a trip. I use to put more emphasis on the visual distortions realized during a strong trip, but it has become apparent that the visuals are merley a distraction, or more so, an occupying aspect of what is to come.
After who knows how long, I began to lose my presence in this body in which I occupy. Behind my eyelids were a mystical array of patterns changing and morphing from solid substance to liquid, with different colors and shapes being realized as the music tingled through my body and I began to float into a space or place that was so real it makes this perception seem fake, and the place where I went was THE PLACE. It was like I could feel when my buddys got there too and I was speaking with them, "welcome guys, I'll bet you never knew this was out here" and I could also feel some of them not allowing their minds to let go enough to get there.
As the music ran through my body and the perceptions behing my eyelids grew deeper and deeper I was totaly and fully out of this body of mine and into a vast area of euphoric bliss where nothing can happen and everything is happening for a reason, all at the same time, and the realization of full knowledge of what this life is becomes apparent.
At this point, or at some point, my energy is so powerful it exploads from the outter place, into and through this body and I brought that energy from THE PLACE through the body and into this world. I jumped up and kissed my brothers and from what they tell me I did a flip, which I do slightly remember, but they say my form was awesome. I broke out in a cry of joy. It all made sense. My life had a purpose and I found out what it was (i just wish I couold remember). I can grasp the thought at times but often hesitate to share my thoughts out of fear of ridicule or suspicion that I may have lost my mind. haha.
I felt as if I could close my eyes and walk into nothingness. But the nothingness was everything and all I had to do was let go into a world that I have only tasted, smelled, or heard, never fully ingulphed in it.
I have reached this similar level only twice and I have tripped many many times, some of you out there may be thinking that I may have lost it, some of you have lost it and are happy to hear I found it, but any way, this expierence had to be documented and I needed to try my best and describe the trip while it is still impressed in my mind. Althought I believe people can never fully explain a trip. Once I heard that explaining a trip is like explaining color to a blind person, we just do not have a vocabulary built for explaining the un-explainable. The word we use is "trip" but thats just a general term. What I learned from this is that I have no clue how deep it can get, I thought I did, many times, but I keep ending up getting furthur and further every few times. Its like Ive found the true way to trip and get that energy within all of us, out of the confinments of our body and into a world where all your hopes and dreams become reality, you just never fully know your true hopes and dreams until you realize them, get it.
As the fungi started its accent, the visuals were awesome, everything I ever wanted from the visual aspect of a trip. I use to put more emphasis on the visual distortions realized during a strong trip, but it has become apparent that the visuals are merley a distraction, or more so, an occupying aspect of what is to come.
After who knows how long, I began to lose my presence in this body in which I occupy. Behind my eyelids were a mystical array of patterns changing and morphing from solid substance to liquid, with different colors and shapes being realized as the music tingled through my body and I began to float into a space or place that was so real it makes this perception seem fake, and the place where I went was THE PLACE. It was like I could feel when my buddys got there too and I was speaking with them, "welcome guys, I'll bet you never knew this was out here" and I could also feel some of them not allowing their minds to let go enough to get there.
As the music ran through my body and the perceptions behing my eyelids grew deeper and deeper I was totaly and fully out of this body of mine and into a vast area of euphoric bliss where nothing can happen and everything is happening for a reason, all at the same time, and the realization of full knowledge of what this life is becomes apparent.
At this point, or at some point, my energy is so powerful it exploads from the outter place, into and through this body and I brought that energy from THE PLACE through the body and into this world. I jumped up and kissed my brothers and from what they tell me I did a flip, which I do slightly remember, but they say my form was awesome. I broke out in a cry of joy. It all made sense. My life had a purpose and I found out what it was (i just wish I couold remember). I can grasp the thought at times but often hesitate to share my thoughts out of fear of ridicule or suspicion that I may have lost my mind. haha.
I felt as if I could close my eyes and walk into nothingness. But the nothingness was everything and all I had to do was let go into a world that I have only tasted, smelled, or heard, never fully ingulphed in it.
I have reached this similar level only twice and I have tripped many many times, some of you out there may be thinking that I may have lost it, some of you have lost it and are happy to hear I found it, but any way, this expierence had to be documented and I needed to try my best and describe the trip while it is still impressed in my mind. Althought I believe people can never fully explain a trip. Once I heard that explaining a trip is like explaining color to a blind person, we just do not have a vocabulary built for explaining the un-explainable. The word we use is "trip" but thats just a general term. What I learned from this is that I have no clue how deep it can get, I thought I did, many times, but I keep ending up getting furthur and further every few times. Its like Ive found the true way to trip and get that energy within all of us, out of the confinments of our body and into a world where all your hopes and dreams become reality, you just never fully know your true hopes and dreams until you realize them, get it.
