Overall I would say positive. Worst prob being my super abuse of weed in HighSchool. Missed out on being social and girls and all the stuff looking back I now wish I did. Like vaginas,
My DOC is opiates and when I use responsibly they're a good thing. Even if I nod out a few times a week it's a great release and replaces me from drinking to much. I have gone over board several times with opiates and gotten to deep; learned from these mistakes and seem to currently be in a much better place with rotating my dosage and not going on binges; avoiding physical withdrawals.
I now have a staple of drugs I use and feel they all benefit me and at the same time help me not get addicted to one thing. Opiates, Etizolam, Xanax, Kratom, Kava Kava, few puffs of pot occasionally or edibles more regularly if I have them. Occasionally coke, Molly and am in the process of getting back to some psychedelics.
I used LSD mainly but some mushrooms also and I feel like those when used once in awhile are good for your self health and appreciation/understanding of life.
12 years of drug use now has me feeling like almost anything in moderation is ok if you have self control. I have no experience with meth but feel like that may be a worse one to use. Along with injecting drugs. Huffing also if people still even do that.