Jackeh
Bluelighter
I'm 17 years old, 18 in about 3 months (in case 5-HTP use may be dependent on my age).
I've never gone to the doctors about anything I feel that is wrong with me. Recently I've learned I can make a doctors appointment and nothing should be said to my parents, so I'm hopefully going to do that some time soon, but until then:
Depression runs on one side of my family, my mum was on anti-depressants, I'm not sure if she is on different ones now but she stopped one time because of how they made her feel (well, her lack of feeling). She told me that even if you felt inside that you really wanted to cry, you just couldn't because of them. I've had periods of depression every so often growing up, but the last month I've been feeling extremely depressed and unenthusiastic about anything. I also have self-diagnosed derealisation/depersonalisation, but because this isn't confirmed I'm not sure. I've definitely got some form of dissociative problem, especially when I'm in new places or when I get angry. I also have social anxiety that is triggered in certain situations, my doctor told me I have "situational social anxiety" but he didn't seem to ask many questions about it.
I saw a shop near me sells natural supplements (kind of a health shop) and in one section they have 5-HTP for sale. Would 5-HTP possibly be useful for someone like me as described above, or would it be a waste of time?
If not, are there any other things people have personally tried that are helpful with feeling depressed?
I've never gone to the doctors about anything I feel that is wrong with me. Recently I've learned I can make a doctors appointment and nothing should be said to my parents, so I'm hopefully going to do that some time soon, but until then:
Depression runs on one side of my family, my mum was on anti-depressants, I'm not sure if she is on different ones now but she stopped one time because of how they made her feel (well, her lack of feeling). She told me that even if you felt inside that you really wanted to cry, you just couldn't because of them. I've had periods of depression every so often growing up, but the last month I've been feeling extremely depressed and unenthusiastic about anything. I also have self-diagnosed derealisation/depersonalisation, but because this isn't confirmed I'm not sure. I've definitely got some form of dissociative problem, especially when I'm in new places or when I get angry. I also have social anxiety that is triggered in certain situations, my doctor told me I have "situational social anxiety" but he didn't seem to ask many questions about it.
I saw a shop near me sells natural supplements (kind of a health shop) and in one section they have 5-HTP for sale. Would 5-HTP possibly be useful for someone like me as described above, or would it be a waste of time?
If not, are there any other things people have personally tried that are helpful with feeling depressed?