Worst thing you have ever done?

"You left your kid at some random location!? What a fucking piece of shit your are! I hope you die a slow painful death, you human garbage."
Not...really? We gave him to an orphanage. This is when my epilepsy first became apparent too so I had to deal with that (which is a fucking nightmare btw) and we simply couldn't handle a child. We gave him to the hospital; still however, my way seems more poignant.
It was a sad, sad year.


"So you gave him pure powder? And didn't tell him it was 20 doses? Do I have this right?"
Yep but I definitely told him at least a dozen times. We were reckless. Plus this guy was smart as hell, I'd say like me but I went to a shitty uni, he was definitely above everyone else though. Plus I was doing the same dose...so I guess he wanted to show some balls? :/


I should say; it's pretty fucking judgy in here for a "Say the worst thing..." thread. What happened?! We get flooded by kids or something? You should read page 50-80 (of the previous thread) if you want bad...maybe I'm thinking of 4chan??
..Yep, probably.
 
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blueberries said:
"So you gave him pure powder? And didn't tell him it was 20 doses? Do I have this right?"
Yep but I definitely told him at least a dozen times. We were reckless. Plus this guy was smart as hell, I'd say like me but I went to a shitty uni, he was definitely above everyone else though. Plus I was doing the same dose...so I guess he wanted to show some balls? :/


I should say; it's pretty fucking judgy in here for a "Say the worst thing..." thread. What happened?! We get flooded by kids or something? You should read page 50-80 (of the previous thread) if you want bad...maybe I'm thinking of 4chan??
..Yep, probably.
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I was keeping my robe and shoulder-length wig to the side until you gave the detail I asked about as you just did.
If I were to judge you for those circumstances, I had people take excessive doses (less extreme dosages than 40mg of a bomamine though) after I had warned them that they had x number of dosages and they immediately disregarded the information and ingested all at once.
BTW that guy might have been smart, but he surely thought himself smarter than he was.
 
Stalk my boyfriend onto this site and while he thinks I’m mad at him I’m really doing exactly what he’s been doing for the past week on a website haha I’m terrible
 
Phobos said:
Well, I guess it is a good thing that normal dosages of 25C are 100 times or more less than meth, so that meth is actually more likely to damage you in the real world, although that research seems to state otherwise.
Context, context!!!
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Fair enough
 
Yeh....no wonder I have STM loss (that was from other things later on but it no doubt contributed somewhat)!
The really stupid thing is we'd all read the horror stories etc. but were so young back then, we just didn't care! We were doing lines of DPT and MCat (not to mention MXE!) during lectures!
 
"I was keeping my robe and shoulder-length wig to the side until you gave the detail I asked about as you just did.
If I were to judge you for those circumstances, I had people take excessive doses (less extreme dosages than 40mg of a bomamine though) after I had warned them that they had x number of dosages and they immediately disregarded the information and ingested all at once.
BTW that guy might have been smart, but he surely thought himself smarter than he was."
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In all fairness to him though: my tolerance had skyrocketed the week before, so while 40mg may have been good for me it was not for him, the reason I added that bit was how I should have handled the situation. I went in guns blazing, did my 40mg line, conked out, told everyone else to do 2mg in my delirious state and pretty much passed out a few seconds later so. Which is exactly what they told me they did later (however they didn't catch the dose so thought it was like K :/ ), what were they meant to think?! I /do/ see exactly where they were coming from but really!? Before doing a line of something completely random that I may have been raving about for the past 2 weeks, telling everyone, everything under the sun about these extremely potent and hazardous (or so we thought (and found out!) at the time) psychedelics, maybe do some of your own research?! It was also labelled...

It was both our faults, really...because if anyone is under my care, I'll always take responsibility, which is what I really needed to do! I came pretty much rushing out of the most peaceful trip to a nightmare of blood, sweat, insanity, vomit and terror. I spent the entire night/morning by their sides watching them and turning a bad one into a good one, which I took to be my punishment. Thankfully only one such incident has occurred since and that was due to me leaving the bag out. I still practice harm reduction on everyone (even when they don't need it; after a negative 40mg 25x trip...you'll get it!!) and I /actually/ managed to bring him down fairly peacefully after about 4hrs or so (and god knows how many benzos!) but it was touch and go for a second (in both cases).

Nowadays I don't play with NBOMes or FLYs (maybe a FLY or DOx; if it's rare; an ALEPH certainly!) and I'll never, ever share them; they're going to either my gf or I (she's also /very/ experienced, thankfully, because the last trip nearly made /me/ pack it in for good was it not for her. So if we just have acid or tryptamines, she's on call, rest of the time I sit with her but she really doesn't need it!

PS: Thanks for keeping that robe on; I usually try to excite, calm, then explain when I tell stories. It's a habit I picked up in school but carried on in the rest of life too. The way people get glued to their phones, if I don't make it interesting, they'll stop listening and could miss a really important lesson. Plus no-one likes boring stories!

PS2: "BTW that guy might have been smart, but he surely thought himself smarter than he was." -> Yeah, that's the weird thing, he was usually a lot more humble and quiet even when we were on stims or MD; /even/ then, he was always fairly down to earth. I think he really wanted a bad one (at the back of his mind) so he could have an excuse to knock it on the head for the next few weeks after as I don't think the 25x's were ever up his alley really - seizure or non - he liked the natural-ish trips (kinda like me at my start but I got sick of bodyloads!). M was like my rock throughout the last year of uni though; quiet, smart and kicks off if he needs to (he's a hard bastard too) (I think he may have been going through something with his, now, wife as well but I can't remember; It was years ago now).
Pretty much everything you need in a friend if you're a blackout drunk (as I was back then!), not so much when heavily tripping though I suppose! He was like a pitbull when he snapped; vicious when he needed to be and cool when he needed to be! He taught me about books, covers and taking your time in everything: "Life is not a race."

Everyone needs an M but perhaaaaps not quite a lively as mine!
 
I've learnt that it is impossible to tell who will freak out on psychedelics. Even with moderate doses some just lose basic cognitive functions like language, short term memory or ability to distinguish reality from fantasy or past from present within minutes from come up. I've watched a 20 yo guy on 1.5mg of 25i NBOMe call his mom to get him to the ER as he was saying that "only crazy people think what I'm thinking now" perfectly calm, his friends were telling him that he was looking and acting ok, he was able to move just fine... and at the ER they said he had a slightly elevated BP and hearth rate but nothing medically worrying. They sent him away without even an aspirin lol.
Another guy took a DOM blotter with a couple of friends but at the first signs of come up immediately left to go home, and 4 hours later he joined his friends again by walking barefoot in the city for half mile, at 2AM, to tell them that the blotters were fake and there was no drug on them.
 
andyturbo said:
Was extremely high and gambled $185,000 away in 7 hours on a online casino. My Grandfather had left me money when he passed.

It makes me sick to think I did that.
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Damn, that's brutal. I knew someone quite a few years ago that did the same with their savings.
 
Yeah, while its completely my fault I still feel heart broken by it. Damn drug induced OCD.
 
The worst thing I have done was probably have a girl fly 3,000 miles to see me then left her in the Airbnb by herself with no way to the airport after a blowout argument that was entirely my fault. She Ubered so good for her but had 8 hours to kill I the snow. We continued dating.
 
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OmarLittle said:
^^^All these people confessing about how they violate girls who are passed out is disgusting to me. These fucks are classic date rapists, or the guy at the party who preys on drunk/passed out girls. The other stuff is bad enough, but these sexual assualt stories make me sick. I hope the karma police catch up with them in a big way.
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Agreed dude. This rapey shit is fucked right up. Like who in the actual fuck rapes a passed out girl. It's disgusting.
 
I have nothing to contribute, but you guys are all terrible people.




Ok.

When I was six I threw white paint all over the outside window of a bar, then blamed it on another kid. The adults believed me. That kid apparently grew up to be a petty thief and vandal. To this day I wonder if I somehow set him on that path.
 
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