My very first sexual experience was when I was 14. The guy I had a crush on came over to my house with a friend of his and they taught me how to smoke weed for the first time. The boy I liked suggested we go into my bedroom (leaving his friend alone in my mom's living room) and once we were alone, he coaxed me onto my knees in front of him. When he pulled it out, I had NO idea what to do with it. I grew up really sheltered in a small town in Montana, none of my friends even had boyfriends. I knew that it was called a "blowjob", so... I just started literally blowing on it. After a few awkward seconds, he stopped me, saying something like "What the fuck are you doing?" and, being totally embarrassed, I reacted by saying "Umm, I'm giving you a blowjob." As if I knew more about the subject than he did. Then he told me to suck on it and it turned out to be an okay experience. We didn't have sex, but I did swallow, and I liked him a lot so I was happy about it. Until I went back to school and everyone knew about it. It became a pretty big punchline in the school. The worst bullies would hyperventilate around me, frantically blowing at me.
We moved to another small town 15 miles away the next year, so I changed schools. (due to my mom's divorce, not bullying. LOL) and somehow word spread all the way into the new town, so I was still considered a dumb slut, even at my new school. I'm so happy high school is over
Never really getting the confidence to try to have sex again, I didn't even kiss a guy until I was 17 and he turned out to be... sadly... a big fat guy. He smoked weed with me and he didn't have a fat guy personality. Actually, he was kind of an asshole, wayyy too confident for weighing around 400 lbs, and he was a 20 year old virgin. I was very far out of his league and he didn't treat me well at all. He did have a big dick (I've unfortunately taken the virginity of two other fat guys and found that they had micro-penises. One resembled a pen cap and the other was like a squishy little button) His big dick didn't work in my favor, though, because we were both fumbling, inexperienced kids and his giant body was completely in the way. After many failed attempts to get it in and his belly and man-boobs suffocating me, I totally gave up. He kept at it though, determined to make it happen. I ended up getting torn in my tender little downstairs area from him forcing his dick in at a terrible angle. I still remember that pain, it hurt like a total bitch for about a week. Thankfully though, I've had some pretty great sex since then. Even the other two fat guy virgins really enjoyed giving oral sex.