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Worst Drug Experiences You've Ever Had

My worst experience definitely has to be when I "felt" like I was overdosing from shooting up some crystal. It just felt like I was having a heart attack? It sucked I prayed hella and just tried to calm myself down and lower my heart rate I went on google and looked stuff up to help but it just made it worst because of the anxiety you feel. I felt like I was having panic attacks whenever something scared me that was said on a website on top of my heart was already beating hella fast. All you can do is wait it out and hope for the best...
 
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After about 24 hours of being drunk (including a good amount of sleep, but woke up buzzed and started again) I decided to trip on dxm (had actually allready planned on it for that night, but the last second decision was to get drunk again the morning of). Had a great second plateau trip, but right after I came down I got nailed with fucking Serotonin Syndrome. All my muscles started spasming, I was sweating, my heartate shot skyward (over 100 bpm resting), I had this weird, persistently good mood throughout it (another symptom of SS, hypomania). My jaw muscles clenching and unclenching led to me chewing this really painful laceration in my tongue which I'm still waiting to heal (this happened last weekend), many of my muscles are also sore from the experience still. I was pretty near the point of going to the hospital, because my symptoms were progressively getting worse, when they finally reversed course.

I've usually been a more responsible drug user, and this was literally the first terrible situation I've gotten into because of drugs, so I was really pissed off the whole time, felt like kind of the end of an era.
 
LSD when I was 15, took 4 strawberry blotters at once. Took half of one and when the effects didn't kick in right away I took the rest. I was alone. By the time it kicked in (after I stopped laughing) it was too late and I kept peaking and peaking. Then my parents came home, sigh. All I remember after that was rocking back and forth while my mom held me and cried.
 
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40mg AMT + 8 Vicodin + Pint of vodka. Great trip and was able to get to sleep by midnight. Next morning i was projectile vomiting and unable to move from the bed. I ended up puking all over the floor at least 8 times and waited til my wife came home to help clean it up. Hangover lasted the next day as well. I have done the amt and vicodins before, but the alcohol is what really did me in.
 
3 hits of amazing LSD - kid I was with was convinced he was dead/dying and called medical attention / police / his mum. I had to leave him there alone too (couldn't get caught with a bunch of doses and other stuff)... I was freaking out for ~10 hours thinking he was either dead, insane, whatever, and the police were after me. Then I just figured they'd go to my house and be there in the AM...

Everything turned out ok though. I only spoke with him once since "I tripped balls bro" ...no shit dumbass
 
aMT first time I did a properly active and strong 100mg dose. As I approached peak after a long 2hrs+ come up my thinking became ever more accelerated and tangential, eventually becoming fixated on the idea that I was a manifestation of the Godhead with a message for the world who's simple truth would be a revelation so powerful in its authority as to pull the rug out once and for all from under fundamentalists of whatever stripe.

Ended up ringing 999 and asking for the attendance of all emergency services so they could make preparations for my messianic broadcast to the world. They seemed oddly reluctant, can't think why, so it's at this point that I hit upon a cunning plan to make exposure locally a certainty, that being a springboard onto a bigger stage with a wider audience once we'd got a bit of momentum going.

This mainly involved me walking out of the house stark bollock naked, jay walking up and down the road in and out of passing traffic, bellowing at the top of my lungs something about God being singular or some such bollox. Kind of an odd thing for an athiest and rationalist to be getting all worked up about but there you are. The local youth, fuelled up no doubt on white cider and alcopops swilled down on park benches took exception to me parading about with me cock flapping about berating them on their know-nothing lack of sophistication for some reason, and it was as they began chucking broken paving slabs and lumps of concrete at my head the police finally stepped in and arrested me for my own protection.

Spent around 4 hours in the police custody suite freezing my knackers off cos rules said I could only have one blanket before being packed off to the mental health crisis unit to see if I needed sectioning. Left to chill for an hour with one of the nice guys on staff checking in with me and taking me out for a smoke before a long and interesting chat with the Psych. Dr. on hand and a mental health care social worker about aMT and its place in the psychedelic literature referencing Shulgin etc as they didn't seem to know too much about off the top of their heads, suggesting they best read up on it cos they'd be seeing a lot more of it, the social worker just pissing himself laughing when I told my sorry tale cos they only knew I'd been brought in for evaluation, dressed in shit from the bottom of the police left property bin looking a right state and for some reason smelling strongly of bonfires, having nothing more in the way of circumstances leading up to that point beyond what I told them. Come down enough by this point to be at least rational and lucid though still going some on the visuals so bundled in a taxi home after a bit and that was the end of the matter.

Fun night all in all, taking in any number of novel and interesting venues inhabited by a motley array of jaded coppers, petty criminals, domestics and drunks.
 
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My worst was staving off meth cold turkey. The withdrawals were crazy, I couldn't leave the house for a week and I was sprouting so many pimples and odd growths all over both body and face, I had hallucinations, persistent ones of smoke permanently lingering in my vision, vivid urges for the high, shivering, cold sweats, loss of appetite but extreme hunger, insomnia and lucid dreams. It was terrible. The physical symptoms go away completely in a month's time but the mental symptoms seem to be permanent.
 
Well I was super intoxicated last night into early this morning.... Ended up going to motel where my friend has her "friend" there well they seem to be friends with benefits. Anyways there were two more guys and one girl there at the time. One dude who I was talking with and taking sips straight from the bottle of vodka with was hitting a pipe. He was like it's spice and then after awhile of drinking games he let's me hit the shit. I took two big hits well three (bad idea and the fact I never smoked synthetic cannabis before). So I didn't feel shit and we're sitting on the beds talking and then bam the high hits me. This is when I begin to shake uncontrollably and I feel like someone is jumping on the bed but I look and see that everyone is sitting still.... But my body wouldn't stop shaking and the bed felt like I was on a boat. Then that's where I begin to fall back laughing over and over on the bed and everyone is looking at me realizing I'm fucking tripping and they're smiling and laughing too. I couldn't stop doing it.... Also then reality felt like a fucking dream at this point.....I thought maybe I was asleep but then I remembered and went like oh dude this is the spice. I couldn't hear anyone talking and it felt like I was moving so slowly but everyone was going fast around me. The drug made me feel non-existant. I went from being the life of the party who was cracking jokes to a wallflower, I felt invisible. I was freaking out thinking shit they don't know how screwed up I am right now..... I just couldn't believe how strong the synthetic cannabis was compared to actual weed. The two didn't even compare. So anyways the spice has me falling in and out of reality and I'm doing things then I would snap back into reality thinking what am I doing? The way I would phase in and out was a continuous loop. I was then back on the bed and I talk to the one dude and I feel sober for a minute or two....I asked him how long its been and he tells me four minutes but then says it feels like its been forever right? And I'm like yeah and he's telling me to think positive thoughts and not to go in a bad trip but fuck I wish that's what could of happened. Man I was in a bad trip then!! I ended up fucking losing it. This one dude went to kiss me and I didn't want to kiss him and he ended up kissing me anyways but I rolled off the bed onto the floor, BAD IDEA! I mean it was good I got away from that dude but once I hit the floor I went into an alternate universe. I could hear everyone talking around me wondering if I was okay and my drunk friend is saying get off the floor but I couldn't talk... Their voices were off in the distance and I was trapped in another world. Then finally my friend comes over to help me get up and she puts a hand out to me. I grab it even though I feel like I can't get up. I felt like all the bones were taken out of my body and I couldn't move but once she pulled me up BAM! I snapped back into reality once again after she pulled me up. Then I was like man I'm fucked up and she was like yeah as we sat back on the bed. She said my eyes were extremely red. So anyways I'm sitting on the bed in reality but fighting from slipping back into this "alternate universe". I tried to text my best friend because I was so fucked up and in complete terror but nobody around me cared to do anything about it so I hoped my best friend could help me. This trip was like nothing I ever went through before and I've done a shit load of drugs and smoked a lot of cannabis but this was just fucking horrible. I couldn't even hold my phone at some points and I would forget what I was doing. In the end I found that if I concentrated on the tv even though I wasn't watching it I would stay in reality. I did this until the high wore off but man it felt like eternity. I was just thinking in my head please let this stop and I wanted to go home so bad. I regretted my decision to smoke the shit and just wished I could of closed my eyes and just sleep away the night. I really almost began to cry (ended up after). The terror I felt was unbelievable. It was so scary how a lot of the time I was there but then really not at all. I felt paralyzed in my own body and there was nothing I could do. The trip ended up changing me mentally and I felt like giving up drugs and alcohol. That this wasn't what I wanted anymore. I don't think I truly will but this experience made me close to doing so (even though this was only last night so maybe I will take a break now). I would also like to add the alcohol had such an adverse effect on the shit I believe and once I hit the shit my night went downhill and fast. I mean the experience was scary but I'm happy it happened. It changed me for the better... I'm finally going to start making better choices well at least try to. I don't think I will ever smoke synthetic cannabis again....I hated how dissociated it made me but I mean I love going into a k-hole on ketamine or doing other psychs and becoming detached from the world but on spice the feeling wasn't enjoyable. So yeah I would seriously smoke crack again or shoot heroin 50 million times before doing this ever again maybe even stab myself. This experience was horrible and I'm happy that I sobered up and my best friend came to my rescue.. My anxiety is still up from the experience and I had to take my lorazepam because of the chest pains I still am experiencing.....so far the benzo can't even effect this after feeling. I know ill be fine but damn I don't know if I almost or did have a psychotic break last night but I was so far gone I never thought I was going to come back.
 
One that always comes to mind is my last acid trip about a year ago. I thought I was experienced cause I took 3 weak doses and had a great time. A friend of mine had it in a liquid dropper no tab. He dropped a huge dose on my tongue I swear I tasted it and felt it spread a big pool and sink in. I felt fine for a little, then his friend with wax and an oil dome came over and smoked us out. After that I started frying extremely hard. I heard a laughing voice the whole time and didn't figure out till the end that it was my own voice in my head. That whole trip the wax and fucked up my head hardcore I thought I was in so much trouble with the police and my parents and my friends. I freaked out hardcore in my house thinking I was going insane. Worst trip of my life probably. It was all in my head though. I won't be doin acid for awhile haha.
 
My worst has got to be the first, last, and only time I took phenazepam. I got a baggie containing 100mg of this extremely potent and long acting benzodiazepine- estimated at 5-10x stronger than diazepam by mg, and with a duration of 12-14 hours. I took a relatively small amount, somewhere in the 5-6mg range and pretty much blacked out (aside from a few snippets of memory) for the next three days. I ended up taking all of it within the next few hours and because it has a halflife of 40-60 hours my mom had me put into the rehab facility that my stepfather had just gotten out of, with very positive results (he's stayed completely clean, about 8 months with no drugs or alcohol). I haven't touched benzos since then, except a couple times for dental procedures, and I have no interest in using them ever again.
 
- meth...ive only done it a handful of times and it accelerates schizo symptoms in me like nothing else. horrible. i already almost never sleep, i dont understand why anyone would enjoy the feeling of meth...whatever
- methadone withdrawal - fuck i used dope to get off methadone. it was soul crushingly terrifying and seemingly endless, literally almost committed suicide numerous times
- first time taking klonopin and had two vodkas, broke some shit at the bar, and caused a huge scene at a Dwarves show i was at, total zombie destroyer mode

i also accidentily did pcp and....it was actually really really fun but very much not something you want to do on accident! holy shit!8(
 
Dropping some acid then spending several hours hopping from garden to garden trying to hide from the LAPD who I was convinced were after me with helicopters and dogs.
All this even though I live in the UK.
Too many episodes of Cops I think.
 
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