Worried

*** copied from BL journal ***

Someone special is back in my life. I only wish i started to work on myself sooner. She is amazingly strong and has made an effort to improve herself. She's always been perfect in my eyes but i still wasn't the best boyfriend that i could have been. I could have handled things MUCH better in the past. I'll just focus on learning from that behavior and stop being so selfish (among other things).

I have this fear that she may have grown past me. Basically, she tackled the things she didn't like in her life and I've run away from mine.

I hope i get better soon. A life with her would be so nice
 
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