Someone gave me 3 ninja turtle pills (2 purple, 1 orange from uk) a while back and I took the orange which seemed like a good mdma experience. I've only rolled a couple times before so only sort of knew what to expect and my tolerance is low. I decided to test the others to be safe using the marquis and mandelin tests and one of the purples came up as a very dark blue, almost black testing positive for mdxx.
A couple nights ago I took the other purple and a small chunk (about 1/5) from the tested purple thinking I'd be ok with a bit extra. The come up was about 20 minutes but I found it quite intense. I had the usual sweating, tingling but I suddenly felt a little dizzy and felt like everyone was looking at me. My eyes were wiggling quite a bit. I went to the bar feeling really anxious and 'twitchy' but kept myself calm. After about 10 minutes it became more intense and I began to feel like I was forgetting where I was like when you're drifting into sleep. I asked my friend to come and sit down with me so I could calm down. This helped and I began to feel the loved up and warm mdma feelings. Shortly after, we left the bar but I began to feel the paranoia effects again, feeling like everyone wanted to keep away from me and when looking at my phone, it was very trippy. The effects calmed down after about 30-60 minutes and wore off completely after only 2 hours. I figured that id taken too much and was feeling anxious. The next night I decided to take the other broken tested pill (I know, not good to roll twice). It was about 2/3 of the original whole. I didn't expect it to have much effect but I had a similar but less intense experience as the night before. It was hot in the club and at one point I felt like I'd need to sit down again but I was alright after some water. This time I noticed that everything felt sped up every now and then like fast forwarding a tape and later on I went through a period of touching my ear feeling like it was leaking and touching my eye feeling like it was falling out. The effects only lasted 1-2 hours but can't say I enjoyed either of the experiences - I didn't feel very loved up or happy, just deep in thought about what was happening. Is this usual for 'bad' mdma experiences?
A couple nights ago I took the other purple and a small chunk (about 1/5) from the tested purple thinking I'd be ok with a bit extra. The come up was about 20 minutes but I found it quite intense. I had the usual sweating, tingling but I suddenly felt a little dizzy and felt like everyone was looking at me. My eyes were wiggling quite a bit. I went to the bar feeling really anxious and 'twitchy' but kept myself calm. After about 10 minutes it became more intense and I began to feel like I was forgetting where I was like when you're drifting into sleep. I asked my friend to come and sit down with me so I could calm down. This helped and I began to feel the loved up and warm mdma feelings. Shortly after, we left the bar but I began to feel the paranoia effects again, feeling like everyone wanted to keep away from me and when looking at my phone, it was very trippy. The effects calmed down after about 30-60 minutes and wore off completely after only 2 hours. I figured that id taken too much and was feeling anxious. The next night I decided to take the other broken tested pill (I know, not good to roll twice). It was about 2/3 of the original whole. I didn't expect it to have much effect but I had a similar but less intense experience as the night before. It was hot in the club and at one point I felt like I'd need to sit down again but I was alright after some water. This time I noticed that everything felt sped up every now and then like fast forwarding a tape and later on I went through a period of touching my ear feeling like it was leaking and touching my eye feeling like it was falling out. The effects only lasted 1-2 hours but can't say I enjoyed either of the experiences - I didn't feel very loved up or happy, just deep in thought about what was happening. Is this usual for 'bad' mdma experiences?
