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BlindHelperMonkey

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in the past pursuit of assimilating drugs ive done things to my body that were i to divulge here, there would instaban duly result..


but in spite of all this, there remains a couple things to this day, that still kinda intimidate me to some extent or another..


inhaling gas, for example. never done it, perhaps it was all the 'airbubble in the brain' propaganda, who knows? one of the few drugs i have no interest in ever contemplating trying


and its pretty pathetic considering what some of you will have pulled but extremely intense tripping still scares me slightly. fuck salvia extracts


neck self injection im okay other people doing it.. well as okay as you can be sat holding your breath with another person bent over you with a sharp metallic object inserted into your jugular vein


and even though ive femoral injected 1000's of times - if im forced to use 1.5" blues i do still tend to get that wtf am i doing to myself moment...





what makes you wary?
 
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- Reading the same questions over and over in BDD/OD, giving out advice, crossing your fingers but knowing it will probably not be heeded..

Still. We keep at it, and it's up to them if they want to follow it, our role is just to provide information.. and if it helps one person then that's great :) Just need a break from it sometimes.

- The capacity of my brain to lie to itself.

- Watching friends struggling with addiction.. not world weary as in giving up on them, far from it, just frustration at not being able to do more to help.

- The attitude of many medical professionals towards drug users

edit: mm yeah your first post seems to imply "wary"..

Things that make me wary:

- injecting. been there, done that, not good.

- hardcore stims. sleep deprivation is not for me.

- the explosion in untried and tested RCs and some people's ability to not give a fuck what they are taking

- salvia!
 
effie said:
- Watching friends struggling with addiction.. not world weary as in giving up on them, far from it, just frustration at not being able to do more to help.
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Never give up on them effie, not that you would. Just look closely at how much it impacts you, your feelings and your life and how you manage it. Discover & nurture your selfish gene, but that doesn't mean you stop loving.

I'm scared of psychs & smoking.
 
Delirients are a big no-no for me. Had one (unintended) experience with 'em and never again :|

(was maybe worth it just for the sheer novelty but not summat i'll ever be doing again intentionally)

Solvents (other than GBL and alcohol) hold no interest for me either. Huffed butane a few times in the past and is more fun than I'd expected but also gives a pounding headache and is a dirty as fuck buzz. The instadeath stuff isn't pure propaganda either - it really does happen to some folk.

Never could face groin injections either. Mainly cos it just seems so iffy and aesthetically unpleasing... says he who's stuck needles in neck and cock at least once in the past 8)

Have mixed feelings toward Salvia. Not a fan of highdose extracts at all - way too unpredictable and the bodyfeel is icky as fuck. Do like liquid extracts though. Much smoother and more enjoyable. Mellow in fact. Might have a go at plain leaf one day but no chance of me going near pure Salvanorin despite the temptation to go to extremes sometimes. Fark that for a game of soldiers :D
 
Sounds like the entities you se when you break thro on DMT but they tend to be more friendly - mischevious they want you to ignore whats happening and take in the message they are trying to tell you but i have never 'got it' as the trips are so wild.
 
pontifex01 said:
I'm wary of the ambiguity of this thread's semantics...
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Yeah this thread does not deliver what I expected.

samhaingrim said:
My list?

Weary of: People

Wary of: People
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'Hell is other people'

I was thinking to myself the other day, how fucking sick of it all I am, life etc, after all these years. I don't feel like that anymore though, today. Sometimes I feel like I'm being swept along with the current, but as I get older I'm more and more confident that I can make my own reality.

What I'm really weary of, is my talent for being a lazy cunt.

What I'm wary of? I don't know, I guess ingesting RC's that I can't personally verify the identity of is a bit of a fucked up hobby.
 
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