iLoveYouWithaKnife
Bluelighter
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- Mar 30, 2002
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and i woke up today feeling great.
was up in time to watch 'the wonder years.'
i don't know why they don't make shows like this anymore. i can recall one other, that i liked as much as this one. 'my so called life'
maybe because myself and those two main characters, we're all just stuck in our own heads, ripping apart everything. product of your own environment.
got up rather early, went shopping with theresa for the party.
saw the stand by the pizza place- it was empty.
you were no where around.
was going to ask you if this was the place selling windows, or selling dates for eligble bachelors.
thought maybe she might be there too
and then i could laugh- because that was the reason i was so worried.
i dont care, i'm better than that.
and you can have your time to make up your mind- your ultimatum. i remember sitting on the edge of my bed, put my arm around your neck and all i saw was this little boy's face.
the one i used to look at in 5th grade math class when you sat across from me.
i'm not pushing the issue, anymore.
-no reason to get bent out of shape.
And if you can't realize what the fuck you got-
Then you are going to realize it when it's too fucking late.
it's your option.
went to the supermarket then
saw this really old man with big snow boots on.
you can tell he was the old, crazy type. he had on 15 layers of clothes, hat, gloves, 2 scarfs- dragging his feet as he walking slowly in everyone's way, screaming at his deaf wife.
"we need juice? we need bread? HEY HEY where are you?"
This old lady- just as crazy as him- kept walking, kept shopping.
And i wondered if 50 years from now- am i going to have someone to be crazy with? someone to die with? someone to have so many good times with? and it's a beautiful thing, you know, when you see 2 old people. whether they are holding hands or screaming at one another.
there's so much history there.
those 2 together.
things that only they can see-
can't explain.
noone else would understand that special bond they kept them together for so many years.
through thick and thin- how beautiful.
and i'll keep sitting here wondering all the possibilies, as i listen to the lead singer from 'thursday' scream out his guts. we've all been there before.
was up in time to watch 'the wonder years.'
i don't know why they don't make shows like this anymore. i can recall one other, that i liked as much as this one. 'my so called life'
maybe because myself and those two main characters, we're all just stuck in our own heads, ripping apart everything. product of your own environment.
got up rather early, went shopping with theresa for the party.
saw the stand by the pizza place- it was empty.
you were no where around.
was going to ask you if this was the place selling windows, or selling dates for eligble bachelors.
thought maybe she might be there too
and then i could laugh- because that was the reason i was so worried.
i dont care, i'm better than that.
and you can have your time to make up your mind- your ultimatum. i remember sitting on the edge of my bed, put my arm around your neck and all i saw was this little boy's face.
the one i used to look at in 5th grade math class when you sat across from me.
i'm not pushing the issue, anymore.
-no reason to get bent out of shape.
And if you can't realize what the fuck you got-
Then you are going to realize it when it's too fucking late.
it's your option.
went to the supermarket then
saw this really old man with big snow boots on.
you can tell he was the old, crazy type. he had on 15 layers of clothes, hat, gloves, 2 scarfs- dragging his feet as he walking slowly in everyone's way, screaming at his deaf wife.
"we need juice? we need bread? HEY HEY where are you?"
This old lady- just as crazy as him- kept walking, kept shopping.
And i wondered if 50 years from now- am i going to have someone to be crazy with? someone to die with? someone to have so many good times with? and it's a beautiful thing, you know, when you see 2 old people. whether they are holding hands or screaming at one another.
there's so much history there.
those 2 together.
things that only they can see-
can't explain.
noone else would understand that special bond they kept them together for so many years.
through thick and thin- how beautiful.
and i'll keep sitting here wondering all the possibilies, as i listen to the lead singer from 'thursday' scream out his guts. we've all been there before.
