xburtonchic
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My last dose was a .5 mg about 8 or so hours ago. Went out drinking about 2 hours later, but didn't drink much... I maybe had two or three WEAK drinks and had only a slight buzz going. About an hour later after that a friend and I had some "powder"... again, I only did a little bit. And now I'm feeling all the regular come down effects - headache, soreness, anxiety, hyperaware of my breathing/heart rate which is just making it worse, slight depression, nausea, blah blah blah. Yeah, I've never had the best reactions to "powder". In fact, I always wonder what the hell I even did it for afterwards. I don't even like it. But that is a different story. And not exactly relevant. So. Needless to say, I would LIKE to take a xanax to calm myself down before I send myself into a full blown panic attack or something. Plus, I'm tired and I want to go to bed.
My only concern is the fact that I drank earlier + my daily dose of .5 mg of Suboxone (which was way earlier this morning) + the two .5 xanax I had earlier today for my regular anxiety + the powder. Mostly I'm worried about the alcohol though. However, my last drink was at least 3 hours ago, and I'm pretty sure I've already thrown up a large majority of the alcohol. It's been about an hour since I've taken anything else. So... is it safe to take a xanax yet?
On that note, I feel like a fucking dumbass for even doing this. That is all.
My only concern is the fact that I drank earlier + my daily dose of .5 mg of Suboxone (which was way earlier this morning) + the two .5 xanax I had earlier today for my regular anxiety + the powder. Mostly I'm worried about the alcohol though. However, my last drink was at least 3 hours ago, and I'm pretty sure I've already thrown up a large majority of the alcohol. It's been about an hour since I've taken anything else. So... is it safe to take a xanax yet?
On that note, I feel like a fucking dumbass for even doing this. That is all.

Pretty sure I definitely learned my lesson this time though. I don't think I'll have a problem saying no next time; hell, the last time I did it before last night was a little less than two years ago. I'm not a regular user of it by any means and I've never once gone out and actively searched the stuff, so I think as long as I can actually remember next time that the comedown has that disgusting effect on me... I should be fine.