wonder and disappointment....

[yoUr bLiSS]

i often wonder
just how you would act
if i never stepped foot into
your world
again?
i left once
for 3 weeks
and unexpectedly
ran into you
under the sun
on a saturday
and i hid that day
from you
behind trees
on faraway blankets
until that moment
that we all know so well
that foolish moment
of courage
and inspiration
fueled by one to many drinks
and one to many emotions
and i ran up to you
as i always do
and you screamed my name
as you always do
and wrapped me up in those long arms
your chin
just touching the top of my head
and i curled my arms
around your waist
in that special hug
reserved for you
you spoke of missing me
and wondering
and worrying
and wanting to
but never actually...
you were just too busy
busy busy
(hairdresser on fire)
to compose a simple message
for a girl
you "worried"
and "wondered"
about so
the bullshit flows
so easily
and so beautifully
and i always fall for it
for you
and i didn't see you
last week
and i won't see you
this week
and two weeks ago
when i saw you
you pretended not to see me
and each day
i think of you less
less as a person
that is
you disappoint me
simply
by being yourself

 

[MiNiMoWs]

magnificent!
love the morrissey reference.

i think you and i were separated at birth.
xoxox.b

 

[Aja909]

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"On something, somewhere at all times"
"I was always stereotyped as a lost cause--> so I became one and dealt with the side effects--> now people bang on my door and call me at random hours just to see if I'm alive and stuff"

 

[yoUr bLiSS]

yeah! i was wondering if anyone would pick up on the hairdresser thing..and of course it was minimows

 

[Infinite Jest]

I got it too..

Hi, Your Bliss, remember me? Very good piece of work by the way