etard7007
Bluelighter
god works in mysterious ways... i have been out of my roxis and opana for a few days and doing whatever i can to scrounge money together to keep from getting sick until my doctor visit... i havent slept in days im sick as a fucking dog sweating and shitting myself taking off my clothes, putting them back on over and over... you know how it goes. ive only had enough money for small amounts of oxycodone so ive been banging like 60mg once during the day and then stressing for 24 hours. repeat. at this dose oral doesnt do anything really.
ive already taken like 4 re rinse shots from my spoons from the past few days today... i know its useless and unclean and stupid but its the only way to stay sane while withdrawing. ive been running around my house looking for possible old dropped pills, i even found a 15mg morphine sulphate and a crushed 2mg dilaudid in a piece of paper in my drawer from ages ago, banged that and threw out the morph. found slivers of fentanyl i already chewed on lying around trying to smoke them (mylan patch FUUUCK) so basically ive been running around like a fucking crack head, in loads of pain i might add.
SO heres the kicker... i walk in my parents bathroom to get something, and i notice my old box of 75mcg/hr fentanyl from when i used to be on it. dunno why it was there.. but i open it and theres a WHOLE FUCKING PATCH UNOPENED AAHHHH! i have NO idea how i never used that patch but im so glad i didnt. sorry for the rant but i had to vent after days of suffering!
anyway, its a mylan so no gel
what are some good ways to use it besides transdermal? i think im gonna cut a sliver and chew it to relieve withdraw and then extract the rest overnight in a cup of water, or should i use alcohol? i never got a chance to do that but i would assume once it dries you can do anything w it? i know smoking plastic is a horrible idea but as a one time thing would it be pleasurable or worthwhile?
thanks
ive already taken like 4 re rinse shots from my spoons from the past few days today... i know its useless and unclean and stupid but its the only way to stay sane while withdrawing. ive been running around my house looking for possible old dropped pills, i even found a 15mg morphine sulphate and a crushed 2mg dilaudid in a piece of paper in my drawer from ages ago, banged that and threw out the morph. found slivers of fentanyl i already chewed on lying around trying to smoke them (mylan patch FUUUCK) so basically ive been running around like a fucking crack head, in loads of pain i might add.
SO heres the kicker... i walk in my parents bathroom to get something, and i notice my old box of 75mcg/hr fentanyl from when i used to be on it. dunno why it was there.. but i open it and theres a WHOLE FUCKING PATCH UNOPENED AAHHHH! i have NO idea how i never used that patch but im so glad i didnt. sorry for the rant but i had to vent after days of suffering!
anyway, its a mylan so no gel
what are some good ways to use it besides transdermal? i think im gonna cut a sliver and chew it to relieve withdraw and then extract the rest overnight in a cup of water, or should i use alcohol? i never got a chance to do that but i would assume once it dries you can do anything w it? i know smoking plastic is a horrible idea but as a one time thing would it be pleasurable or worthwhile?thanks
