Gets worse every fucking time! Even if I try to chip on heroin it turns into a binge eventually then i'm sick for a few days...finally some relief and then I cop again 8(. Rinse, repeat this vicious cycle. I don't even know how I still have a job since i'm either high or sick most of the time at work.
Kratom is a life-saver sometimes but man there's just nothing like that heroin nod...it haunts me everyday even in my dreams. I need to quit but I don't want to quit. It's a living fucking nightmare. I love her yet I hate her and it ain't even a chick this time. Heroin
....ughhh! A Gift and mostly a curse. Why can't we all just have an unlimited amount of heroin for free in our lives? It would make life so much easier and better in everyway imaginable. Instead, we gotta dodge cops in the hood to get our fix, it ain't right I tell you.
Oh yeah and FUCK withdrawal! Someone needs to create an opiate that doesn't include such a horrible withdrawal. Come on you scientists/pharmacalogist "genius'" make a drug that can take away the pain and not induce even worse pain in the long run.
/end rant
Kratom is a life-saver sometimes but man there's just nothing like that heroin nod...it haunts me everyday even in my dreams. I need to quit but I don't want to quit. It's a living fucking nightmare. I love her yet I hate her and it ain't even a chick this time. Heroin
....ughhh! A Gift and mostly a curse. Why can't we all just have an unlimited amount of heroin for free in our lives? It would make life so much easier and better in everyway imaginable. Instead, we gotta dodge cops in the hood to get our fix, it ain't right I tell you.Oh yeah and FUCK withdrawal! Someone needs to create an opiate that doesn't include such a horrible withdrawal. Come on you scientists/pharmacalogist "genius'" make a drug that can take away the pain and not induce even worse pain in the long run.
/end rant
