Winding Down.
7/19/04
My mind tells me this is real.
How could I do this to myself?
Throughout all that I have seen
what a convincing, artificial reality.
Evaporate, melt away
just dissipate into the haze
for so long you've haunted me
but you're not real, why
can't I make you go away?
You just stand still and stare,
grab the sides of my head
and rape my mind.
and what I hide you seek
and then you show and tell
everything I've tried to
hide from everyone,
things I've buried
from myself.
and I hide, but you aways find me
I know no one is safe, what
are you waiting for?
I want to know the time and place,
because I can't remember --
or do I even know?
But I hear the clock
ticking in my head:
winding down,
winding down...
And when it stops,
the world is yours
and our way of life
is over, over...
7/19/04
My mind tells me this is real.
How could I do this to myself?
Throughout all that I have seen
what a convincing, artificial reality.
Evaporate, melt away
just dissipate into the haze
for so long you've haunted me
but you're not real, why
can't I make you go away?
You just stand still and stare,
grab the sides of my head
and rape my mind.
and what I hide you seek
and then you show and tell
everything I've tried to
hide from everyone,
things I've buried
from myself.
and I hide, but you aways find me
I know no one is safe, what
are you waiting for?
I want to know the time and place,
because I can't remember --
or do I even know?
But I hear the clock
ticking in my head:
winding down,
winding down...
And when it stops,
the world is yours
and our way of life
is over, over...
