cj
Bluelight Crew
They say the end comes with a wimper not a bang. I guess i can agree. Though i think its more like a frog in a pot of boiling water. Ypu know its a deteriorating situation but the true horror only reveals itself when your insides start boiling.
She is next to me on the bus but really she is a million miles away. We havent had sex in weeks. She physically cringes ehen i touch her. Its over except for the crying. Honestly i am feeling out of tears this morning.
Stress and finances fucking destroyed us. The homeless life will do that. Throw in drugs and insanity. Well you get the picture i am sure. I just havent accepted it yet. Maybe i never will. Hope for a miracle settle for not hating each other.
I wish i could go back to November. Relive this whole thing. Even if i couldnt change the outcome. I would of enjoyed the good times more. Savored every morning waking up next to her. Her smell. Touch. Smile. The way she lit up when i came home from work. God Ali wtf happened here?
She is next to me on the bus but really she is a million miles away. We havent had sex in weeks. She physically cringes ehen i touch her. Its over except for the crying. Honestly i am feeling out of tears this morning.
Stress and finances fucking destroyed us. The homeless life will do that. Throw in drugs and insanity. Well you get the picture i am sure. I just havent accepted it yet. Maybe i never will. Hope for a miracle settle for not hating each other.
I wish i could go back to November. Relive this whole thing. Even if i couldnt change the outcome. I would of enjoyed the good times more. Savored every morning waking up next to her. Her smell. Touch. Smile. The way she lit up when i came home from work. God Ali wtf happened here?
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