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Will Power? Save it or take it now?

ilovecrystal

ilovecrystal

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Has anyone here ever had your number one drug sat waiting in front of you but you know you must SAVE it for the for some other time in the future? ( say for example you can't get anymore for sometime or you only have it as a treat )

You'r on your own and its just there!

What would you do? save it or just take it?
:D

I'm going for save it :)
 
Well I'm sort of faced with this right now.

I have just enough oxycodone to keep me well (but not to get high off) for about 10 days & I'm starting a new job tomorrow so I absolutely MUST save it/ration it until I get more money. Otherwise, if there were no extenuating circumstances, I'd probably end up taking it.
 
I was faced with this decision this morning with my last line of shards, It was a monster, usually an amount I'd consume in 3-4 lines. I stared at it for a while debating whether to save it or not.

No issues with willpower, I'm really good at conserving/saving/rationing/planning in advance and I'd been saving this shard for a while and did what I needed to do and then rewarded myself :) Now it's all gone but I'm not the least bit concerned, I'm too happy with now and this moment %)
 
I'm in the predicament now :) Have some pills I have been saving for an occasion. They are in a bag in a pot in front of me. Total torture! But they must be saved!! :(

I will have to just have some speed :)
 
I have a 1/2 gram of meth.

I'm saving it! I wanna wait till the fair. If I smoked it now it'd be useless, I take it to improve social preformance.

I can't say that it's not hard.
 
Save it, always if its possible. Saving chemicals and using them on the day you really want to not only feels great because your high exactly at the moment you want but you get to relax and bask in your will power which is always a nice feeling. It hard at certain moments but the feeling of over coming is always so much bright than succumbing.
 
1/2 gram of meth in pills? Are you saying you have 100 desoxyn? Hahaha, you can't be since you said smoking it.


When is the fair?

edit: my bad! I mistook you for someone else, sorry miss megan ;)
 
missmegandelaney said:
I have a 1/2 gram of meth.

I'm saving it! I wanna wait till the fair. If I smoked it now it'd be useless, I take it to improve social preformance.

I can't say that it's not hard.
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I made a few posts in your OD thread about smoking meth.
But after reading your post here I have to say it again (because of the Fair and because you say "I take it to improve social preformance".
Please take it orally.
You would only need a third of that 1/2 gram you have.
It will make your time at the "Fair" so much more pleasurable.
 
A treat sounds about right in this weather. Had one yesterday (microdot). So I guess I didn't save it.. :\
Now that treat would be weed, and I'd smoke it.

Or a shitload of benzos and opioids, but screw that I'm on a taper! :D
 
I'd just go for it and worry about tomorrow when tomorrow gets here lol

No, but seriously, I'd probably take some now and then save justt a little bit for tomorrow.
 
If I have one bag of heroin sat in front of me and I know that I need it for the morning so I won't be sick for work there is still no way on earth that I can save it as just knowing its there plays on my mind and I just have to take it there and then and just have to regret it in the morning.
 
maxalfie said:
If I have one bag of heroin sat in front of me and I know that I need it for the morning so I won't be sick for work there is still no way on earth that I can save it as just knowing its there plays on my mind and I just have to take it there and then and just have to regret it in the morning.
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thats it. you nailed it. every word is correct
 
Fuck waiting. Honestly, I think it just makes people more miserable. There are certain instances where yeah, waiting is a must, like when your addicted to opiates, you always need to save at least one or more pills/lines/shots for the morning or you can forget getting out of bed. But I honestly feel like sometimes it's better to just go all out and be satisfied rather than to wait and maintain on something just to feel normal. You end up misserable either way.

However, I guess there are certain substances that I would put aside. If someone gave me some MDMA, 2ci etc, I'd be able to hold onto those until there was an appropriate occassion.

Edit//just to be clear, you should always WAIT to take a drug if youre currently intoxicated on another substance and you don't know if there are any possible risks when combining the two chemicals. For instance, if you're high on Tramadol, and you come across some coke, you better either wait, or throw that shit away if you can't.
 
It's often sooner than later with me. But there's different rules for different drugs. Coke, I can do alone, goes straight up my nose immediately, no wait ever.

MDMA/X or meph, those I can't see myself doing alone. Ever. They'll just lay around untill I gather a good crowd to roll with.
 
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