I find it with most people that it's usually 2-3 days in a row with opiates/oids that get you sick again. Not to sound like a dickhead but hey maybe you getting through this why not stop? You're ahead of the game and trust me, you're going to keep doing it and doing and doing it until you're in an ugly situation you never could have imagined. I have my own demons and all but seriously, with opie's once you start getting sick is when you are an addict. You're currently an addict. some people get smart and stop then and there others do something like this make justifications for themselves like can i do this or that ( im not calling you out in anyway or talking down to you, im trying to help you so if something sounds mean, thats not my intention here.) Seriously, you're at the point of both addiction and dependence. If you dont stop now its just going to keep gong and going and going until you Od, end up in jail or dead and feel dead inside. i hate sayign that because rehabs say it constantly but it's the truth and we're not even talking about the mental and psyical damage doing drugs does to you. I'm telling you if you got out somewhat easy take it as a blessing and stop using. If you ask anyone on here they are going to tell you the same thing that im about too, Each time you try to stop it gets harder and the withdrawls are stronger and worse. You're tolorance is just going to keep eventually raising. Another thing you saying you're habit isnt that bad compared to your friends just because they are at 300mgs and you are not does NOT MEAN YOU ARE NOT AN ADDICT. Don't let other people's shit fuck with you. Not to sound mean you're clearly dependant and addicted, you just got over being sick and are trying to do more opiates/oids, doesnt it sound like you have a problem? If you go back you're sooner or later going to end up at an everyday habit again. Do whatever you want, but im comming from a Harm reduction stand point and from a personal spot where if i can help someone not end up going through what alot of us on here have, opiate/oid addiction leads to ugly places man both psysical and mentally and the point is you're harming yourself and your potential future. Shit gets ugly from opiates man. Do yourself a favor and cut them now while it's not as hard. I hope this helped, if you need help with talking or addiction questions or treatment programs or whatever Pm me, if not do your thing and you'll see down the line that you'll wish you would have let it go now. Also the darkside on bluelight is a good place to talk about addiction if you nneed it.
Be safe and remember tolorance dropps even after a couple days sometimes for some people, don't do too much and fall out on us if you decide too, which it seems like youre going to end up doing . I'm sorry to ruin your hopes of being able to do it recreationally but once you become dependant and addicted you can no longer recreationally use opiates/oids. It's game over once you over do it and get sick. Sorry to sound like your dad or something but if im able to stop one person from going through this hell im going to try.
-B
