Intenselife
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After my abrupt discontinuation of seroquel 200mgxr nightly, and 1200mg gabapentin, for over a year since enough was enough and it was not helping but rather making me feel worse. I got evaluated,and assessed by one of the best psychiatrists in the city, and eventually got prescribed 1mg of klonopin twice a day (i don't abuse them, and it's been 6months they still work well with no side effects). And i also was prescribed 20mg IR adderall twice a day, from extreme depression, lack of motivation or interest, but i don't take them as prescribed and just save them up since they make me feel shitty after even a one day use in the prescribed amount.
My old friends don't know how i can have saved up like 60 adderalls and only take them once or twice a week, but i do and have learned from a lot of other peoples mistakes.Anyway I was suffering from severe insomnia after stopping both seroquel and gabapentin (my only side effect, i got lucky because it could of been way worse).First i just dealt with it for a few weeks, then i asked my pychiatrist what does HE recommend personally for sleep, i was expecting him to name some bullshit meds but one of the three he recommended was ambien. It kind of shocked me because i heard ambien is pretty addictive and does have abuse/recreational potential, but after taking the script for a month on some days it didn't effect me like it did to other people. I didn't get any crazy trippy hallucinations or even euphoria even at 30-40mg (which also can make you feel sick). And it's short life was literally short.
So today, i told my psych i would rather take something that works better and in general contributes to me feeling better, without having to take it every night (klonopin, adderall,hypnotics?! i wanted to tone it down a bit since im still young). So i asked him if he could prescribe me temezapam, BUT in a smaller quantity so i can take it as needed without becoming addicted to it, as i have done with xanax, pain killers, and other physically/mentally addictive pills/drugs. So he discussed a little bit, and said that it's a great idea to prescribe a low quantity for simply when i need it (14 of them, more then i expected at 15mg).
Now many people say to feel any extreme euphoria or relaxation with temezapam is more common than other benzos, and statistically temezapam for whatever reason has the reputation by being the most euphoric benzo according to trials and people i know who have used them. But usually for that purpose it's preferred to atleast do 30mg, preferably like 45-60mg first time from what i hear. But since i am prescribed 1mg klonopin twice a day, i know like with the ambien i will be somewhat cross tolerant to this temezapam.
However, a few months ago when i took a 0.5 xanax (tiny dose) i could feel it just as much as i could without being prescribed klonopin as if no cross tolerance existed, i still felt the xanax just as much and tried it a few times to see if the cross tolerance would reduce the effects or feeling and it didn't, but who knows it might be different with temezapam.Even with a non tolerant user, it seems many peoples say 15mg of temezapam is not of any worth recreational except in higher doses which i don't know is true or not since everybody thinks and bodies are different.
So is 15mg of temezapam (mind you already prescribed 1mg klonopin twice a day), enough to feel ANYTHING? I am going to take it in a few hours, since i don't hold onto my medications i'm probably going to save a few after tonight to try at 45-60mg, but as for my first time today just 15mg, hopefully i can still feel it and also i've been smoking weed for the past month, does smoking weed an hour two after 15mg of temezapam have any unique feeling or euphoria added on to it, or not really? Please some info to clarify my blob of mess i wrote. Thanks.
My old friends don't know how i can have saved up like 60 adderalls and only take them once or twice a week, but i do and have learned from a lot of other peoples mistakes.Anyway I was suffering from severe insomnia after stopping both seroquel and gabapentin (my only side effect, i got lucky because it could of been way worse).First i just dealt with it for a few weeks, then i asked my pychiatrist what does HE recommend personally for sleep, i was expecting him to name some bullshit meds but one of the three he recommended was ambien. It kind of shocked me because i heard ambien is pretty addictive and does have abuse/recreational potential, but after taking the script for a month on some days it didn't effect me like it did to other people. I didn't get any crazy trippy hallucinations or even euphoria even at 30-40mg (which also can make you feel sick). And it's short life was literally short.
So today, i told my psych i would rather take something that works better and in general contributes to me feeling better, without having to take it every night (klonopin, adderall,hypnotics?! i wanted to tone it down a bit since im still young). So i asked him if he could prescribe me temezapam, BUT in a smaller quantity so i can take it as needed without becoming addicted to it, as i have done with xanax, pain killers, and other physically/mentally addictive pills/drugs. So he discussed a little bit, and said that it's a great idea to prescribe a low quantity for simply when i need it (14 of them, more then i expected at 15mg).
Now many people say to feel any extreme euphoria or relaxation with temezapam is more common than other benzos, and statistically temezapam for whatever reason has the reputation by being the most euphoric benzo according to trials and people i know who have used them. But usually for that purpose it's preferred to atleast do 30mg, preferably like 45-60mg first time from what i hear. But since i am prescribed 1mg klonopin twice a day, i know like with the ambien i will be somewhat cross tolerant to this temezapam.
However, a few months ago when i took a 0.5 xanax (tiny dose) i could feel it just as much as i could without being prescribed klonopin as if no cross tolerance existed, i still felt the xanax just as much and tried it a few times to see if the cross tolerance would reduce the effects or feeling and it didn't, but who knows it might be different with temezapam.Even with a non tolerant user, it seems many peoples say 15mg of temezapam is not of any worth recreational except in higher doses which i don't know is true or not since everybody thinks and bodies are different.
So is 15mg of temezapam (mind you already prescribed 1mg klonopin twice a day), enough to feel ANYTHING? I am going to take it in a few hours, since i don't hold onto my medications i'm probably going to save a few after tonight to try at 45-60mg, but as for my first time today just 15mg, hopefully i can still feel it and also i've been smoking weed for the past month, does smoking weed an hour two after 15mg of temezapam have any unique feeling or euphoria added on to it, or not really? Please some info to clarify my blob of mess i wrote. Thanks.
