body weight 58KG
Had not consumed MDMA for about 8 months
Ingested, 200 mg over 2 hours
Environment: Began in smokey stuffy room, and then proceeded to walk around outside
Mind state: Positive
SWIM had a weird expierence with MDMA, SWIM is 90% positive it was mdma, it had all the same characteristics and I could feel the same 'rush' when it came, maybe it was poorly synthed?
It came in the form of grey crystal rocks, SWIM went to bed at around 12 the night before and walked 45 minutes to get to friends house where it began.
SWIM had not eaten since lunch time(12.30), and drank water regularly.
We ingested around 80mg of MDMA at 9, signs of it kicking it started emerging, clammy hands, smiling, eyes dilating.
SWIM felt a bit hungry tried to eat some bread, obviously this failed as it was too dry, still felt hungry 30 minutes later and tried eating a cornetto and a peperrami, again both of these were too difficult to eat.
after about an hour we started to snort the rest in small bumps over around 30 mins
The reason SWIM am writing this expierence is because swim did not recieve the full expierence and am dissapointed and curious as to why swim didnt.
SWIM felt very little euphoria/waves, like SWIM had the breathing feeling good and deep, but I was not getting the full tingles up to the head and in the jaw, especially when smoking weed which I usually always get.
SWIM kept feeling a bit edgy in the house, it was not very airy and swim is not used to a smokey stuffy house.
Walking was fine, however SWIM did get tired out, and usually on MDMA SWIM can walk for miles fine.
One very wierd sign, was that SWIM usually love smoking weed on MDMA, it feels great, but i did just not have the urge and actually turned it down after the first couple of pipes, which is very unlike me! I just felt like it was tiring me out and I wasnt getting the tingles or anything when I smoked.
SWIM did not feel very talkative, this is wierd cos usually SWIM am on MDMA, my friend kept talking and I found it quite annoying and just kept saying 'yeah' and things like that, however at one point for about 5 minutes i suddenly got a wave of energy could not stop talking, and then it went again and I just had the same tiredish kinda feeling.
My jaw felt funny, usually on mdma I love chattering away, however this time my jaw felt wierd, not in a good way.
Its very hard to describe what I felt but inside my brain it felt like it was 'flat', and i felt like i was still 'here', not in that lovely mdma magical land which i expected to go to.
Has anyone expierenced a similar kind of expierence with mdma?
* Euphoria was there, but it was sparse and not orgasmic as usual.
* Talking was alot of effort, and boring, usually swim love talking and listening but swim could just not be bothered
* Little to no body rushes
* Not really 'magical / wow'
* Music didnt sound as good as it should of
* Did not really feel 'connected' or 'loved up', hugging obviously felt good but it was not the same as usual
* When SWIM went down stairs in the morning after taking a piss I suddenly felt a bit ill, went really hot and had to just lay down for a few minutes, never had this before.
So overall SWIM was very dissapointed with the expierence, and was actually just waiting for it to end so I could go to sleep.
I dont know what contributing factors could of caused my expierence to not be up to scratch, a few things crossed my mind thou
* Had not eaten since lunch time so maybe this was why I had little energy, however prior to taking mdma i felt fine.
* Went to bed at 12.30 the night before, usual time is 11/11.30
* We started off with a small dose and then bumped it with tiny lines, never done this approach before and usually start with a 170mg bomb which fucks swim up for a good 4 hours, maybe the small doses contributed?
* Friends house was smokey and very stuffy, I kept feeling edgy cos there was no air and so we went outside where I felt better, maybe the smokey stuffy room contributed?
* Poor quality, impure MDMA maybe?
So what SWIM really asking, is if anyone has had a dissapointing mdma expierence like this, if so was there any factors that you identified that could of caused you to not have the best expierence you could get.
Had not consumed MDMA for about 8 months
Ingested, 200 mg over 2 hours
Environment: Began in smokey stuffy room, and then proceeded to walk around outside
Mind state: Positive
SWIM had a weird expierence with MDMA, SWIM is 90% positive it was mdma, it had all the same characteristics and I could feel the same 'rush' when it came, maybe it was poorly synthed?
It came in the form of grey crystal rocks, SWIM went to bed at around 12 the night before and walked 45 minutes to get to friends house where it began.
SWIM had not eaten since lunch time(12.30), and drank water regularly.
We ingested around 80mg of MDMA at 9, signs of it kicking it started emerging, clammy hands, smiling, eyes dilating.
SWIM felt a bit hungry tried to eat some bread, obviously this failed as it was too dry, still felt hungry 30 minutes later and tried eating a cornetto and a peperrami, again both of these were too difficult to eat.
after about an hour we started to snort the rest in small bumps over around 30 mins
The reason SWIM am writing this expierence is because swim did not recieve the full expierence and am dissapointed and curious as to why swim didnt.
SWIM felt very little euphoria/waves, like SWIM had the breathing feeling good and deep, but I was not getting the full tingles up to the head and in the jaw, especially when smoking weed which I usually always get.
SWIM kept feeling a bit edgy in the house, it was not very airy and swim is not used to a smokey stuffy house.
Walking was fine, however SWIM did get tired out, and usually on MDMA SWIM can walk for miles fine.
One very wierd sign, was that SWIM usually love smoking weed on MDMA, it feels great, but i did just not have the urge and actually turned it down after the first couple of pipes, which is very unlike me! I just felt like it was tiring me out and I wasnt getting the tingles or anything when I smoked.
SWIM did not feel very talkative, this is wierd cos usually SWIM am on MDMA, my friend kept talking and I found it quite annoying and just kept saying 'yeah' and things like that, however at one point for about 5 minutes i suddenly got a wave of energy could not stop talking, and then it went again and I just had the same tiredish kinda feeling.
My jaw felt funny, usually on mdma I love chattering away, however this time my jaw felt wierd, not in a good way.
Its very hard to describe what I felt but inside my brain it felt like it was 'flat', and i felt like i was still 'here', not in that lovely mdma magical land which i expected to go to.
Has anyone expierenced a similar kind of expierence with mdma?
* Euphoria was there, but it was sparse and not orgasmic as usual.
* Talking was alot of effort, and boring, usually swim love talking and listening but swim could just not be bothered
* Little to no body rushes
* Not really 'magical / wow'
* Music didnt sound as good as it should of
* Did not really feel 'connected' or 'loved up', hugging obviously felt good but it was not the same as usual
* When SWIM went down stairs in the morning after taking a piss I suddenly felt a bit ill, went really hot and had to just lay down for a few minutes, never had this before.
So overall SWIM was very dissapointed with the expierence, and was actually just waiting for it to end so I could go to sleep.
I dont know what contributing factors could of caused my expierence to not be up to scratch, a few things crossed my mind thou
* Had not eaten since lunch time so maybe this was why I had little energy, however prior to taking mdma i felt fine.
* Went to bed at 12.30 the night before, usual time is 11/11.30
* We started off with a small dose and then bumped it with tiny lines, never done this approach before and usually start with a 170mg bomb which fucks swim up for a good 4 hours, maybe the small doses contributed?
* Friends house was smokey and very stuffy, I kept feeling edgy cos there was no air and so we went outside where I felt better, maybe the smokey stuffy room contributed?
* Poor quality, impure MDMA maybe?
So what SWIM really asking, is if anyone has had a dissapointing mdma expierence like this, if so was there any factors that you identified that could of caused you to not have the best expierence you could get.
