Why.

[KHsweety03]

Having these try tears sit on my face
What I heard you say to me that night
Those words, I cannot erase.
"Don't cry Kelly, everything will be alright"
So tell me my friend, why does my heart hurt?
God, it's pinching so tight.
I cannot stop crying, why can't I be strong?
Feeling myself break down
Shit, this will be a long one.
Reading the poems I wrote the other day
Having this depressed feeling
Why wont it go away?
Just tell me you love me, tell me what I want to hear
All these things shoved in my face
Yeah, now I'm living what I feared.
Reading what I've doodled, "Kelly loves Mark"
That was the happiest I've ever felt
Now my world seems so dark.
Taking deep breaths over and over again
If we cannot be lovers, remember..
You are my best friend.
Waiting for that phonecall, where you say, "oh nevermind"
Wishing this would all go away
Fuck you guys, oh, suddenly your so kind.
I feel my heart break, crack, and tare
Why did this happen now?
God, live is so unfair.

 

[Furnace]

Kelly, it'll be alright.
I know it's really hard right now, but writing, even thought it may not seem like it, is really cathartic.
I too got my heart broken, quite unfairly, I may add, but time and distance helped me slowly try and get over it.
much love,
Taz.

 

[ogre]

kelly......baby grl........you know i love you sweetheart i always have and i will always be here for you HUGE HUGZ and i will be given you so many hugz when i see you if i even let you go at all
love ya grl,
kyle

 

[silence]

Wow Kelly! I know it's hard but It will be ok..
Im here for You, You Know that! If you ever want to Talk Im Here!