"why"

[-tears-for-you-]

I am not here
I think I've never been here at all
Or ever will
I feel like a place
Where no one goes anymore
Why can't you see that everything's broken?
And why can't you see that my life's turned gray?
I can't believe in anything sacred
When I don't believe that I am real
I need someone to break the silence
Screaming in my head
And in my soul
It seems so bizarre
But none of this matters
Thoughts disappear, and hopes have died
But now I am safe, nothing can hurt me here
Why can't you see my need for forgiveness?
The truth and the lies so confused as one
I can't believe in anything sacred
When I don't believe in anything
I am alone
Locked in my memories
There's nowhere left for me to hide
But I am not real
I've made all I am with lies
Why does it seem that everything's different?
And why does it seem that only you are real?
I don't believe in anything sacred
So, why do I feel so damn alone?
I need someone to break the silence
Need someone to break the silence
I need someone to break the silence
Screaming in my head
And in my soul

 

[lilygirl]

i really liked your poem, probably because i feel the exact same way... i hope you continue to share your work with bl. welcome

~lil
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"you will get this chance but once, don't let simple shit get you down"
therapy is expensive, poppin bubble wrap is cheap. you decide.

 

[apollo]

i'm impressed... nice work.
i relate to that on a lot of levels...
so emotive

-ap out
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wisest is he who knows that he does not know...