**What has prompted you to become curious about the world of drugs? Has it come out of the friendships you have? Is it a function of the specific "scene" you're into right now (be it the rave, house, hip-hop, goth, etc.)? Maybe you have you decided to look into drugs maybe for more spiritual reasons?**
To be completely honest, I never really planned on taking drugs...it all just started when i was about 14...I started drinking, did that heavily for about 2 years, got into pot from about 16-18 really heavily, then just wanted to try ecstasy bcos every1 was on about it, curiousity i guess.....then got into speed, coke, and all the mainstream widely available stimulants......recently got really pissed off with e bcos its lost its magic completely and just not worth the horrible comedowns/depression/depersonalisation....did it too heavily.....now i'm happy just drinking alcohol, occasional bit of pot, and an interest in psychadelics after i tried morning glory seeds,..........ive never been attached to any 'scene' or subculture, it just happened. I guess it's just the small city i live in.... Fuck all to do, not really much oppurtunity, so all you can really do is drugs to be perfectly honest....it sux in a way, but ive met sum AMAZING ppl thru using e, so ive definately gained more than ive lost......
What I'm saying basically is that i cant really explain how I got into drugs. It's just this country (england). the drug culture is depressingly large.
Ive always been a bit weird, bit rebellious. It's nothing to do with subcultures, spirituality, scenes or anything......Just how boring and crap this society is....and thats the honest truth....A 9-5 job, fuck all oppurtunity...it gets to you. Need a break from the shit reality sumtimes, and drugs are temporary solution, and a fucking good laugh if u can control it

PMK