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~ * ~ MaD HaTTeR ~ * ~
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My head hurts,
Thoughts invading,
I am confused, I am tired,
I am scared,
I am twenty-two years old,
But my eyes, appear older,
I have found love,
I have married love,
Lock and key,
I work toward the future,
I can even kinda see the future,
But the vision is blurry from my tears,
I feel lost, but found at the same time,
I feel old, but young,
I feel rich, but my bank says otherwise,
I am supposed to help the sick,
How can I help others, when I can't help myself,
Why am I ok one minute,
And crying the next,
Why does my mind continue think,
Thoughts, the same thoughts over and over,
Tourmenting, all I know,
From right to wrong,
From heaven to hell,
From life to death,
Is there more out there,
Have I fallen short,
Have I failed myself,
I feel as if I glanced away for a moment,
And now I am forever lost,
I have a home,
I have love,
I have family, friends and even a dog,
So why do I ache?
Why can't I smile?
Why do I cry and don't know the orgin of my sadness?
Why when I cry is the world blind to my tears?
Why do I dare to ever ask why.......
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I am lost, I've gone to find myself, if I should return before I get back have me wait....
Ever dance with the devil in the pale moon light.... -joker
GRRR "dOnuthOes"
Cracktology = study of crack
AOL name: MaDHaTTeR92578
[This message has been edited by ~ * ~ MaD HaTTeR ~ * ~ (edited 08 September 2001).]
[This message has been edited by ~ * ~ MaD HaTTeR ~ * ~ (edited 08 September 2001).]
Thoughts invading,
I am confused, I am tired,
I am scared,
I am twenty-two years old,
But my eyes, appear older,
I have found love,
I have married love,
Lock and key,
I work toward the future,
I can even kinda see the future,
But the vision is blurry from my tears,
I feel lost, but found at the same time,
I feel old, but young,
I feel rich, but my bank says otherwise,
I am supposed to help the sick,
How can I help others, when I can't help myself,
Why am I ok one minute,
And crying the next,
Why does my mind continue think,
Thoughts, the same thoughts over and over,
Tourmenting, all I know,
From right to wrong,
From heaven to hell,
From life to death,
Is there more out there,
Have I fallen short,
Have I failed myself,
I feel as if I glanced away for a moment,
And now I am forever lost,
I have a home,
I have love,
I have family, friends and even a dog,
So why do I ache?
Why can't I smile?
Why do I cry and don't know the orgin of my sadness?
Why when I cry is the world blind to my tears?
Why do I dare to ever ask why.......
------------------
I am lost, I've gone to find myself, if I should return before I get back have me wait....
Ever dance with the devil in the pale moon light.... -joker
GRRR "dOnuthOes"
Cracktology = study of crack
AOL name: MaDHaTTeR92578
[This message has been edited by ~ * ~ MaD HaTTeR ~ * ~ (edited 08 September 2001).]
[This message has been edited by ~ * ~ MaD HaTTeR ~ * ~ (edited 08 September 2001).]
