dragonix
Bluelighter
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I am ready for another blog post already I suppose. I don't wanna flood my journal with too many entries per day would like to keep it limited to one nightly entry and make it a new habit.
So I am committing to not just AA which I found a sponsor in last night but one NA meeting and one SA meeting per week. Gonna do a few more than one AA though. The thing about my compulsions is they seem to be connected and all three of those twelve step groups fit my situation. Some poly drugs users simply choose to use AA for the support and fellowship as I have come to see in the past couple days. The programs are nearly identical. I want to try to keep my mind as open as possible and be more accepting of people from all walks of life hence I think I should at least try all three together for a good chunk of time maybe 90 days and see if I don't need all three programs and perhaps AA meetings will be enough.
In my area NA and SA are small & tiny compared to AA. I was relieved more than a couple of people also struggled with drugs in them.
I hope this is the last psytrance track I share let me break up the bleak sobering nature of my presence sorry I had some kind of spiritual drug induced breakdown on LSZ which snapped me out of all drug use including the remaining blotters I got rid of. Why the last? Psychedelic culture is a dangerous risk for me it seems harmless and beneficial for many though. Call me one of the unfortunate few to have come to this realization my ego might forget again and again...
The art of living truly and fully I am not even close to grasping onto yet. At the pace I was going at it might never happen.
So I am committing to not just AA which I found a sponsor in last night but one NA meeting and one SA meeting per week. Gonna do a few more than one AA though. The thing about my compulsions is they seem to be connected and all three of those twelve step groups fit my situation. Some poly drugs users simply choose to use AA for the support and fellowship as I have come to see in the past couple days. The programs are nearly identical. I want to try to keep my mind as open as possible and be more accepting of people from all walks of life hence I think I should at least try all three together for a good chunk of time maybe 90 days and see if I don't need all three programs and perhaps AA meetings will be enough.
In my area NA and SA are small & tiny compared to AA. I was relieved more than a couple of people also struggled with drugs in them.
I hope this is the last psytrance track I share let me break up the bleak sobering nature of my presence sorry I had some kind of spiritual drug induced breakdown on LSZ which snapped me out of all drug use including the remaining blotters I got rid of. Why the last? Psychedelic culture is a dangerous risk for me it seems harmless and beneficial for many though. Call me one of the unfortunate few to have come to this realization my ego might forget again and again...
The art of living truly and fully I am not even close to grasping onto yet. At the pace I was going at it might never happen.
