frostyangel
Bluelighter
how do we complete an emptiness that
is a void which is filling the heart
of unhappiness....
I needed a hand to hold; just to call
opun as my own...everywhere I turn I
see nothing but shadows..and I can't
even bring myself to cry anymore..
Theres a window..which still won't
let anyone read me, there is a door
that will always remain closed..
I can't take back steps that we
already pushed into the mud of
the muscles of my heart...and
the world is throwing the dart
that is making my heart burst..
I don't want my heart anymore...
Please take it away from me...
Maybe you can take care of it better
than I can...put it back together, so
the glue will not show, my fumbly hands
won't make any of the edges meet...the tapping
of this keyboard is keeping me complete..
All these years of trying to discover what
we are to each other. Who we are suppose to
become...I want nothing to do with this crap
such is know as my life..
is a void which is filling the heart
of unhappiness....
I needed a hand to hold; just to call
opun as my own...everywhere I turn I
see nothing but shadows..and I can't
even bring myself to cry anymore..
Theres a window..which still won't
let anyone read me, there is a door
that will always remain closed..
I can't take back steps that we
already pushed into the mud of
the muscles of my heart...and
the world is throwing the dart
that is making my heart burst..
I don't want my heart anymore...
Please take it away from me...
Maybe you can take care of it better
than I can...put it back together, so
the glue will not show, my fumbly hands
won't make any of the edges meet...the tapping
of this keyboard is keeping me complete..
All these years of trying to discover what
we are to each other. Who we are suppose to
become...I want nothing to do with this crap
such is know as my life..
![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
