ricannation
Bluelighter
I wrote this to my wife a few minutes ago.... Thanks for listening...........
What makes you want to stay with me?... I am thaknful that I have you here but at the same time feel that I've kept you from achieving other things in life.... And even with all our problems financial and otherwise you still shine thru... just a second ago you were telling me about something you were reading,,, don't ask me what it was, I probably wasnt't paying attention,, but the way you were talking about it it what stays in my mind........ that innocent voice, the look on your face, the way you feel, just maybe I've seen them all before,,,, but that is what registers up there in my lost mind.........I wish all in the world knew that everytime i wake up,,, late or early,,,, the thought of our baby keeps me going....... but it is moments like these that hopefully will make change come about....... at this moment I'm not me but why not? If this is the way I've always felt then why couldn't I have expressed it so well......... I know this e-mail will not have the answer to our problems, but it may contain what questions to ask myself...........don't think I'm crazy, just late to the game,, tal vez...
Celange, you are so strong but so fragile,,, how can I (the chinese simbol for yin-yan popped in my head) you...... I don't want to let us down..... even when I've done it so many times.......... .... Con mucho amor... tu esposo,,,,,,,JUNIOR
What makes you want to stay with me?... I am thaknful that I have you here but at the same time feel that I've kept you from achieving other things in life.... And even with all our problems financial and otherwise you still shine thru... just a second ago you were telling me about something you were reading,,, don't ask me what it was, I probably wasnt't paying attention,, but the way you were talking about it it what stays in my mind........ that innocent voice, the look on your face, the way you feel, just maybe I've seen them all before,,,, but that is what registers up there in my lost mind.........I wish all in the world knew that everytime i wake up,,, late or early,,,, the thought of our baby keeps me going....... but it is moments like these that hopefully will make change come about....... at this moment I'm not me but why not? If this is the way I've always felt then why couldn't I have expressed it so well......... I know this e-mail will not have the answer to our problems, but it may contain what questions to ask myself...........don't think I'm crazy, just late to the game,, tal vez...
Celange, you are so strong but so fragile,,, how can I (the chinese simbol for yin-yan popped in my head) you...... I don't want to let us down..... even when I've done it so many times.......... .... Con mucho amor... tu esposo,,,,,,,JUNIOR