MasterSplinter
Bluelighter
Ecstasy...
MDMA....
These words sound synonymous as we put them together. Technically that is because they is the same thing.
Ecstasy gives me warm rushes of euphoria and well being...I feel incredible...like the planet mother nature embrace me and I am one with everything. Its enlightenment most def.
Yet so many of the many threads on bluelight act only on the negative...It really sucks that people are having so many problems with this drug.
When I took my first bean...I didnt know what I was gettin into. I had no clue what to expect. No one gave me a heads up.
In fact, I crushed it up and snorted it...I didnt feel anything. I went to sleep for about 3 hours, woke up, and felt odd....nothing unusual... I went to back to sleep.
hm...whatever I suppose.
One week later, I have the same blue doves..
This time, Im determined to find out what ecstasy is all about I eat the bean. Chase it with a Fresh Ice cold Crisp Refreshing Bud Light©.
Yak. That taste like shit. Whatevs..
45 min later I begin to notice things are odd. Life just seems more..."acute" then it ever has been before. I suddenly notice things are more incredible than usual.
Sound is more vibrant, colors are phenomenal...this is unbelievable. Why don't humans appreciate life moar?
Suddenly I begins to feel warm...waves of cosmic energy begin to flow through my body...suddenly, I being to start rushing....
This is what heaven must feel like. I never want to leave this place. I feel like the an ocean surrounding an island...peaceful...
I grab my ipod and dance for 2 hours straight...listening to Creamfields Disk 1, mixed by Paul Oakenfold. Incredible album...
I wonder why I had been so afraid of drugs before. Everything is perfect. This feels right. (I dont even know what a comedown is)
I roll my eyes into the back of my head. My high intensity glowsticks paid off. I turn on some ambient and hold the glowsticks up to my eye slowly...warm trails...
Yet...
Eventually things begin to fade....I didnt understand it at first...what is happening? Will this rush come back? Does ecstasy go on and off? What the fuck just happened?
Yet slowly (and smoothly) I begin to realize that the experience was over... Could this really be ending?
I feel let down...I cant believe its all over...I just want a little more...
But its gone. Im left in a dark room with an ipod with dead batteries and burned out glowsticks...
Time to go to sleep.
I wake up.
Feel motherFuckin fantastic.
...so that was ecstasy?
OMFG! Life has a new meaning now. I promise to vow and forever respect this drug!
And thats why I love ecstasy. So despite all the negative threads from abusers and personal damages, I think ecstasy has been a positive force for most of us...
Try to remember your first experience...and how you felt in the first place...
For me it was incredible.
What about you?
MDMA....
These words sound synonymous as we put them together. Technically that is because they is the same thing.
Ecstasy gives me warm rushes of euphoria and well being...I feel incredible...like the planet mother nature embrace me and I am one with everything. Its enlightenment most def.
Yet so many of the many threads on bluelight act only on the negative...It really sucks that people are having so many problems with this drug.
When I took my first bean...I didnt know what I was gettin into. I had no clue what to expect. No one gave me a heads up.
In fact, I crushed it up and snorted it...I didnt feel anything. I went to sleep for about 3 hours, woke up, and felt odd....nothing unusual... I went to back to sleep.
hm...whatever I suppose.
One week later, I have the same blue doves..
This time, Im determined to find out what ecstasy is all about I eat the bean. Chase it with a Fresh Ice cold Crisp Refreshing Bud Light©.
Yak. That taste like shit. Whatevs..
45 min later I begin to notice things are odd. Life just seems more..."acute" then it ever has been before. I suddenly notice things are more incredible than usual.
Sound is more vibrant, colors are phenomenal...this is unbelievable. Why don't humans appreciate life moar?
Suddenly I begins to feel warm...waves of cosmic energy begin to flow through my body...suddenly, I being to start rushing....
This is what heaven must feel like. I never want to leave this place. I feel like the an ocean surrounding an island...peaceful...
I grab my ipod and dance for 2 hours straight...listening to Creamfields Disk 1, mixed by Paul Oakenfold. Incredible album...
I wonder why I had been so afraid of drugs before. Everything is perfect. This feels right. (I dont even know what a comedown is)
I roll my eyes into the back of my head. My high intensity glowsticks paid off. I turn on some ambient and hold the glowsticks up to my eye slowly...warm trails...
Yet...
Eventually things begin to fade....I didnt understand it at first...what is happening? Will this rush come back? Does ecstasy go on and off? What the fuck just happened?
Yet slowly (and smoothly) I begin to realize that the experience was over... Could this really be ending?
I feel let down...I cant believe its all over...I just want a little more...
But its gone. Im left in a dark room with an ipod with dead batteries and burned out glowsticks...
Time to go to sleep.
I wake up.
Feel motherFuckin fantastic.
...so that was ecstasy?
OMFG! Life has a new meaning now. I promise to vow and forever respect this drug!
And thats why I love ecstasy. So despite all the negative threads from abusers and personal damages, I think ecstasy has been a positive force for most of us...
Try to remember your first experience...and how you felt in the first place...
For me it was incredible.
What about you?
