Why I hat my parents

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It took a lot of years for me to realize how terrible my parents were to their children. I’m in my 60’s now and I think about it often how if I would have told someone what was happening how I could have changed the life of my siblings forever. At the time I didn’t because I was embarrassment and ashamed. Although that may have been selfish of me to not speak out, now I realize and it hurts me to know that there was something I could have done to stop further damage and at that time I did nothing to prevent it. I was a child that didn’t know wrong from right.

My Father should have went to jail. He was the worst kind of disgusting criminal. He hurt children and was a notorious pedophile. He should have been band from contact with any minor. He molested us children for years. It did a lot of damage to our family life too. It’s the main reason mother, why our relationship doesn’t exist but, there are also other reasons too. As well, you should know there are other people who know about what I’m talking about! Many of them know who you and dad are.

You on the other hand were not a pedophile but, you are a horrible, manipulative, and despicable person! You convinced the family to fight with my grandmother, my father’s mother so you could get her out of the house. I’m sure you remember that Christmas Eve when you and dad got drunk and picked a fight with her in front of us, your children, for no other reason but to make a horrible scene! What a Merry Christmas that must have been for that poor crippled old lady. You are a fucking asshole! I think about that every year around Christmas. I hate you for that. And not to add insult to injury you would speak about my grandmother like she was the problem and try to convince us children that she was the bad person. She got so sick of you she moved out. You ruined any relationship us children could ever have had with her, our Grandmother. I never seen her again until the day she died. You are despicable because you wanted her gone from the house for your own greed. Oh you should know. There are other people that know all about you and your manipulations. They know what a terrible person you were to you children and to your in-laws both my father’s brother and sister.

So I hope you have a real happy holiday and a terrific new year in 2017. Make sure you don’t think about what was done in the past to your children and how it impacted their lives because you’re the one that matters the most, you self-centered, egocentric, egoistical, self-absorbed, self-involved, nincompoop. Go on your merry way and insure you periodically bring up how terrible some of your children are because there are people all around you and those people know the truth and the truth will set You Free!
 
The pain of childhood sexual abuse, of childhood emotional and physical abuse of any kind, leaves a lasting legacy of pain. I hope that writing out this heartfelt anger gave your mind some degree of peace. It is incomprehensible to me, and probably to most people, to think of the very adults that a child is born to learn trust from, being the very same adults that violate that trust. I do not even know where to begin understanding the depth of that pain.

I hope that you can continue to do whatever is necessary for you to heal. I also am in my 60's and I have found that this time of life is particularly rich in healing. Perhaps it is an acknowledgment that we are in our final stretch of this little blip we call life that seems to open the heart in new ways, despite the suffering that we have endured. ((<3))
 
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