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Quit The Cult

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Sup Bluelight,

I've been smoking cannabis daily for over 3 years, and I just stopped cold turkey this morning. I don't remember how to live without it really.. I'm depressed, bored, and just lazing around the house.. I'm not sure what to do...? I don't have a job, or a car, and I live far from civilization, so I'm alone for this. I don't really see a point in living right now, as I'm just a really unhappy person without herb. I really just wanna smoke a fat bowl from my bubbler right now, but I need to stay clean to get a job.. I don't know how I'm going to sleep tonight.
 
Dude,try kicking i.v. Heroin cold turkey. You'll be alright.It's just gonna take a little while.
 
I know I'll be okay. This was more of a venting post than anything. I am just losing my mind over here. Been forever since I've been sober this long..
 
^ I'll do that. Thanks. I have a couple cigs with me just in case I really need something to smoke... and I hate cigs.
 
Try melatonin for sleep you can find it mostly anywhere (grocery stores rite-aid CVS type places) or valerian root maybe kava kava if you have access.
 
Haha, I know exactly what you're going through. I'm a very heavy smoker myself - like three grams a day - when I can get hold of it. But two weeks ago I moved to Italy and it's much harder to get here - also the quality is shit. So I stopped. The first few days without are fucking horrible, and it'll take at least a week before you can go more than five minutes without thinking about it. But thee are definitely a lot of good reasons to quit, you just have to hold out to realise what they are. Just be careful about trading weed for straight tobacco, I used to hate cigs as well but now I'm a fairly regular smoker since I kind of replaced one with the other.

There's nothing I can say really except I respect what you're trying to do and that I wish you good luck... so good luck!
 
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