mrsnowygrainius
Bluelighter
the title says it all and by sick I mean not w/d sick just sick like clogged nose and chest, i relapsed this past monday and teusday snorted 2 bags on monday and 2 on tuesday been clean since january. It is now thursday and has been exactly 2 days since i did any dope and my nose is still somewhat clogged and i can still feel it in my chest. smoking ciggs taste horrible, thats how i know im still not 100%. I still feel as if i am recovering from a cold, why does this happen every time i snort dope?
I am not naive when it comes to opiates been using on and off for years now, i know how w/d works i have also been on subs maintenance since january (2mgs a day). I dont know why snorting the stuff cripples me and makes me so fuckin sick wheras I never felt this way after IV use I just dont get it. i should also note that i took no suboxone for a full 24hrs before my relapse so i planned it out. so once again it has been a full 2 days and my nose is still clogged and my chest still fucked... i actualy made a thread way back in october about me getting severe RESPIRATORY DEPRESSION every time i snort maybe i am alergic to the stuff as someone said, but if thats the case then why does IV use not do this to me?
and yes i snort little bumps at a time, spaced out like 20 mins. I probably wont feel 100% until a week or so from now... a full week to recover from snorting 4 bags of dope? thats not right
I am not naive when it comes to opiates been using on and off for years now, i know how w/d works i have also been on subs maintenance since january (2mgs a day). I dont know why snorting the stuff cripples me and makes me so fuckin sick wheras I never felt this way after IV use I just dont get it. i should also note that i took no suboxone for a full 24hrs before my relapse so i planned it out. so once again it has been a full 2 days and my nose is still clogged and my chest still fucked... i actualy made a thread way back in october about me getting severe RESPIRATORY DEPRESSION every time i snort maybe i am alergic to the stuff as someone said, but if thats the case then why does IV use not do this to me?
and yes i snort little bumps at a time, spaced out like 20 mins. I probably wont feel 100% until a week or so from now... a full week to recover from snorting 4 bags of dope? thats not right