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Why do i feel hopeless without weed?

I'd take special note of when you want to get stoned the most. Hard to tell at first if, like me, smoked all day. Certain situations and people will stand out though after awhile. It's not just the negative situations either, keep that in mind. That's a good time to develop a relationship with something else.

On a note of the exercise stuff, I spent a time clean and got hooked on mountain bike and hot peppers, eat something super hot like a good mung dahl, get adrenal rush, fly down side of big hill. d/k if that works with lifting weights but self healthy experimentation is fun.
 
the more i analyze the situation the more i realize I use Marijuana for my depression...

I was depressed way before i did any drugs.. the only reason i tried drugs is because i was suicidal and figured i would try them before killing myself atleast

cannabis just makes me so happy....

Now that im not medicating the depression is back and worse than ever...

My family is so stupid they are totally against marijuana they would rather me take pyschiatric pills for my depression...(ssris)

To make things worse my abuse of opiates has increased like crazy since i stopped smoking ... great news right?



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cire113 said:
the more i analyze the situation the more i realize I use Marijuana for my depression...

I was depressed way before i did any drugs.. the only reason i tried drugs is because i was suicidal and figured i would try them before killing myself atleast

cannabis just makes me so happy....

Now that im not medicating the depression is back and worse than ever...

My family is so stupid they are totally against marijuana they would rather me take pyschiatric pills for my depression...(ssris)

To make things worse my abuse of opiates has increased like crazy since i stopped smoking ... great news right?



fucking a
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Try talking to a pyschiatrist/psychologist. I know that's the last thing most people want to hear, but it really is beneficial to find a good one. Ask a good friend, talk to a family member, etc. It sounds like you're opposed to SSRI's, so try to find someone who is open-minded and will accept that. Try to find one who is open-minded and not a complete and utter anti-marijuana advocate. Seriously. If you can find a good specialist to help you, it can really shed some light on the situation. They have degrees for a reason.


Also, it already seems like you're recovering a little. The fact that you can confront yourself about issues like these in your life is a huge step in the right direction.


You can make it without the cannabis, it'll just take time. Also, I venture to say that when you've finally done it, you will feel much better about yourself and have a generally happier mindset.
 
cire113 said:
the more i analyze the situation the more i realize I use Marijuana for my depression...

I was depressed way before i did any drugs.. the only reason i tried drugs is because i was suicidal and figured i would try them before killing myself atleast

cannabis just makes me so happy....

Now that im not medicating the depression is back and worse than ever...

My family is so stupid they are totally against marijuana they would rather me take pyschiatric pills for my depression...(ssris)

To make things worse my abuse of opiates has increased like crazy since i stopped smoking ... great news right?



fucking a
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Firstly, SSRI's have been demonstrated to be no more useful than a placebo. So don't take them unless it's either suicide or a pill.

Secondly, look at the world we live in. Look at the violence, the slavery to material objects, the long hours worked, the taxes paid and how little of their own time people have use of. Look at the fakeness of relationships in people. Tell me, what is THE ONLY SANE REACTION to living in such a world?

DEPRESSION. Depression MEANS YOU ARE *SANE*

It doesn't mean that depression is completely unavoidable. Getting high will make you FEEL OK but won't let you accomplish the kind of life that will let you BE OK without smoking. At this juncture, the choice is yours: wrestle depression and win or avoid it by smoking.
 
I went through the same thing about 8 months ago. I was an everyday smoker for three years.

The first week was the worst. I would just constantly think about how much I wanted to smoke. After about two weeks I started to not think about it much and the urge to do it died down alot. After a month I was basicly back to normal.

Over the last month or so I have kinda started again, but I smoke like once every three weeks on average, and when im done I have no cravings at all.

Oh, and I get way high.
 
i feel better its been 3 weeks since ive smoked.... that shit was torture!!!

i think im gonna just leave weed behind ... because i cannot moderate usage..and i actually feel better being able to remember shit and not having no memory...

now i realized all the negative effects of chronic smoking i dont really like it
 
Good for you! Its always good to recognize your limits and responsibilities to yourself.
 
Dialga said:
Dont let your life revolve around bud, let bud revolve around your life.
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Words of wisdom, right here.

The moderator in the first post did a really nice job of giving advice as well +1 on that boys.

You should just make sure that you're not using Marijuana to 'mask' or 'hide' or 'make things easier.'

It's simple.. you have an essay? Do it first, get ript when you're done, as a reward.

You have to work like a bitch at your new job? Get 'r done and then get ript.

Your parents stressing you out? Call them and bitch them out and then, yes: get ript.

I think it's easy to enjoy pot simply because it does feel good and it makes you feel all nice and gooey on the inside but if you're using it to mask/solve problems, you're in for a world of hurt.

Also, I concur that the MJ withdrawls are pretty brutal. Mind you, I'm no expert toker, and I've only recently started smoking larger quantities (roughly about ounce a week, usually less.)

I'm unemployed at the moment so I'll get pot for 2/3 days smoke it, and of course i'll get the sweaty palms and start digging around for stems and shake on my counter-top.

Just use it in moderation...

Marijuana is an awesome drug, in my opinion..

Basic lesson learned here is, if something is negatively affecting your quality of life, such that you get depressed, down, etc, and you're can't function properly without, don't do it.

But if you can incorporate it into your life and maintain a stable, healthy life-style while still being a capable, highly functioning adult, go for it.

Of course we all get down some times, so it's clear that this is a case of a little weed withdrawl, and a need for you to sort out some issues you've been avoiding.

cire113 said:
i feel better its been 3 weeks since ive smoked.... that shit was torture!!!

i think im gonna just leave weed behind ... because i cannot moderate usage..and i actually feel better being able to remember shit and not having no memory...

now i realized all the negative effects of chronic smoking i dont really like it
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My point of it is: everything in moderation. If you did it once or twice a year, you wouldn't have to go through this stuff..

The reason this can get icky is because of tolerance build up and of course, we all love cannabis; everything in moderation, my good friend.

Cheers brothers

Shawnj0
 
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