Scottadone
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- Mar 14, 2013
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So, I'll try to keep this as short as possible. Live in 'urban' Canada, where good quality M is abundant to say the least, so I've used and abused my fair share. However, this was mostly in the past, with very high usage for only 1-2 years and taking a pretty good 'break' for the last 2 years ish, with use being once every 1 -2 months at most, but more like a few times a year. I was getting nice and hooked to opiates during that time being the reason for the reduction of usage. During this time I could take good, 'pure' mdma crystals and have the typical expierence with no noticeable nausea, however this was the time when I started having weird vomitting experiences, sometimes seemingly for no reason, one time being when ingesting some 2c-x. That experience was actually kind of similar to how I feel when I take m now. Also, I am still currently addicted to methadone at a pretty high dose.
I kinda hate doing any MDxx right about now. Every single time I do it now, I can only explain the feeling I get as basically a gut rot. Once the effects start peaking, I slowly and slowly feel more sick and disgusted, kind of like heart burn, that doesn't actually make me vomit. I usually sit around for about a whole hour before I decide that it is causing me to not enjoy the high at all, and I proceed to then vomit pretty violently. At first, after I got the initial stomach bile that dissolved the dose (usually parachuted) out, I felt much better and could enjoy myself. The past 2 experiences have been the same. Good quality mdma (stashed away because of quality) taken at .25 - .3 dose, enough to feel nice and high, however once peaking it's pretty much just a vomitfest until I start coming down, where I think I start feeling better but IDR.
Any thoughts? Not looking for a magic solution, even a cure, I'm just wondering if this happens at all or if I just can't digest mdma anymore
. I theorize that drug and alcohol abuse has destroyed my liver, being the reason I also can't seem to digest alcohol as nicely as I used to.
Later
I kinda hate doing any MDxx right about now. Every single time I do it now, I can only explain the feeling I get as basically a gut rot. Once the effects start peaking, I slowly and slowly feel more sick and disgusted, kind of like heart burn, that doesn't actually make me vomit. I usually sit around for about a whole hour before I decide that it is causing me to not enjoy the high at all, and I proceed to then vomit pretty violently. At first, after I got the initial stomach bile that dissolved the dose (usually parachuted) out, I felt much better and could enjoy myself. The past 2 experiences have been the same. Good quality mdma (stashed away because of quality) taken at .25 - .3 dose, enough to feel nice and high, however once peaking it's pretty much just a vomitfest until I start coming down, where I think I start feeling better but IDR.
Any thoughts? Not looking for a magic solution, even a cure, I'm just wondering if this happens at all or if I just can't digest mdma anymore
Later
