Lol crazy as a cucumber! You're not alone on that one...
If I used I would be throwing away everything I have worked for in the past 6 months and everything I am working towards. My career plans are really beginning to unfold and come to fruition. Things are falling into place and the future, for once, looks bright and I am very hopeful. I'm very grateful for the support I had through my recovery process and highly value the relationship I have built since getting sober. I hope to give back and help others in the way that I have been helped, and drugs would destroy this opportunity. I want to show my gratitude and make every effort to repay my family for what they have done for me, I feel like this is my chance.