Ganj
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Dec 2, 2013
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Since my last shroom trip about half a year ago I haven't really felt normal. I constantly feel out of synch with reality and that I am never truly in the moment. I feel like I am a witness to my own life rather than first hand experiencing it. Also my perception gets pretty messed up at points. Everything looks really far away and all objects look out of place, like they have been simply placed there and don't belong. I also at points get the general kind of sinisterism associated with the come-up of shrooms and micro doses.
I also get quite a lot of static visuals. I cant really think of any other way to describe it.
Pretty heavy herb use and occasional mephedrone is the only other things I've done since. Is this in my head/Is this normal or what?
The only reason I ask is I feel like I am not experiencing life fully as I am never really there. I have no mental conditions or anything.
The thought of going back to baseline makes me metaphorically drool. Is there anything I can do to get back there or am I going to be very slightly tripping for the rest of my life?
I also get quite a lot of static visuals. I cant really think of any other way to describe it.
Pretty heavy herb use and occasional mephedrone is the only other things I've done since. Is this in my head/Is this normal or what?
The only reason I ask is I feel like I am not experiencing life fully as I am never really there. I have no mental conditions or anything.
The thought of going back to baseline makes me metaphorically drool. Is there anything I can do to get back there or am I going to be very slightly tripping for the rest of my life?