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Why can't I have cocaine in the house and not sniff it?!?

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lil_potts2712

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Sorry guys, absolute newbie here (although I have read numerous threads over the last few years, just never registered to post) my question is simple, why do I get the overwhelming compulsion to sniff cocaine whenever I have if? Even if it's bought for a couple days time etc?

I'm only a casual user and always have been, even used to shift loads of it and never sniffed what I had but now I've stepped away from that and a few years have passed, whenever I have it, I have to sniff it and always to the extreme, even if I know if a bad idea and have commitments?

Anyone shed any light on this and/or have any tips on overcoming it?
 
Yeah, I get that but, I don't understand how it's all changed! I used to have an ounce or two sat there at a time and never touch it even though I occasionally took it at festivals and parties etc. And now, if I know there's any in the house, I have to sniff it, knowing full well it's pointless and I'll fuck myself up. In the same breath I can go months without wanting it? Same happen to You?
 
Yeah it did, I was very well supplied for a long time, never messed with what was for sale, just what I bought personal, I don't use anymore but when I stopped I moving it, I couldn't have it around or it was all gone quick fast and in a hurry. Don't know why, was just a compulsion, maybe because before it was business, it payed my bills.
 
IMO; b4 u had a different way of looking at it most likely when you grabbed it out you saw $$$, now u grab it out ur stomach rumples an drops an u see awesome white lines all over a full body mirror laid on top a king sized bed lol at (least that's my experience).
Some people say that is addiction maybe you see it as an issue to be addressed.
 
same here....got it, gave it...would keep a small amount for myself, but could NEVER take the whole score home, I would loose money. Hard to impossible to have it in the house, when you have a love affair with it....It was my boyfriend for years! Much easier to do your "head stash" than pay for it. when I got out of business, I refused to pay "retail"!
 
Absolutely!
moved away from where I was 'involved'...lasted a couple years..then couldn't find anything as good where I am now, then I was introduced to crack...bad move...not lost yet, but can see how quickly it can happen
 
Think of the negatives focus on the comedown ain't good is it. Well that school of thought worked for me and I haven't touched stims for. A month yet I still have some gear in a box under my bed.
 
Man, it's like if I have cake in my house. I can't just eat it in moderation, I eat the whole thing very quickly. It's tasty, sweet and gives me a dopamine rush.

Same with cocaine. Best just to not have it around, and only buy small amounts, so you never get into any real addiction with it.

Take care! :)
 
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