fractal fountain
Bluelighter
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You have to think about the odd double standards in the law regarding hallucinogenic drugs. Datura alkaloids are legal, yet 5-ht2a agonists are all illegal.
What is it about 5-ht2a agonists that make them devalued as having no therapeutic value? I can think of a broad variety of therapeutic applications, especially when compared to the (way overprescribed) antidepressants and anti-psychotics.
Let me share with you my experiences with mental health. I have had depression for a long time. I was first prescribed antidepressants when I was 16. Gradually, I changed meds around and landed with a combination of medications. Some medications made me sick and were probably prescribed inappropriately. Some of those medications which made me sick were also prescribed alongside other medications which had their own problematic side-effects. Some particular ones which made me sick include Lithium, Risperdal, and Abilify. Abilify made me sick upon the first dose.
I had a breakdown in my first semester of college and landed in the psych ward for 20 days. They put me on Risperdal, an antipsychotic. I was also on Cymbalta and Wellbutrin at the time. I didn't think much of it since the dose of Risperdal was relatively low at the time (.5mg) but things changed...
I started to improve in condition and had some success with college, then a year afterthe psych ward trip, I saw my doctor and he increased the dose of Risperdal to 2mg (!!!!!)
the following semester I had a lot of trouble with classes, failed one, got an incomplete on another and D and C in others... I was absent/late a lot and the high dose of Risperdal as well as the other meds made it so that everytime I slept, I could expect to be out for 12 hours. This really messed with my schedule and I contemplated going to the hospital again but ultimately didn't. After the semester, I immediately halted all psychiatric medications. There were a few weeks of negative side effects such as brain shocks and weird dreams, but I managed through them.
It has now been about 18 months since I have quit all psychiatric medications and I feel like a much smarter and happier person. More calm and stable than I have ever been in my life.
I feel like my psychiatrists used me by prescribing me all those medications and at such heavy doses. It makes me doubt the legitimacy of the mental health care industry. Especially in regards to the way pharmaceutical companies operate.
There is so much prescription, but so little work for therapy. It's puzzling...
And here we have psychedelics, 5-ht2a agonists which have the big label "No accepted therapeutic value". And I think the way I have felt on all the antidepressants (numbness, blocking out ability to think creatively and coherently) vs psychedelics (clarity and beauty of light, thought, color...). It seems to me that common psychiatric medications today are the ones which lack therapeutic value.
This is a big subject for me. I feel raped by the Pharmeceutical industry.
What is it about 5-ht2a agonists that make them devalued as having no therapeutic value? I can think of a broad variety of therapeutic applications, especially when compared to the (way overprescribed) antidepressants and anti-psychotics.
Let me share with you my experiences with mental health. I have had depression for a long time. I was first prescribed antidepressants when I was 16. Gradually, I changed meds around and landed with a combination of medications. Some medications made me sick and were probably prescribed inappropriately. Some of those medications which made me sick were also prescribed alongside other medications which had their own problematic side-effects. Some particular ones which made me sick include Lithium, Risperdal, and Abilify. Abilify made me sick upon the first dose.
I had a breakdown in my first semester of college and landed in the psych ward for 20 days. They put me on Risperdal, an antipsychotic. I was also on Cymbalta and Wellbutrin at the time. I didn't think much of it since the dose of Risperdal was relatively low at the time (.5mg) but things changed...
I started to improve in condition and had some success with college, then a year afterthe psych ward trip, I saw my doctor and he increased the dose of Risperdal to 2mg (!!!!!)
the following semester I had a lot of trouble with classes, failed one, got an incomplete on another and D and C in others... I was absent/late a lot and the high dose of Risperdal as well as the other meds made it so that everytime I slept, I could expect to be out for 12 hours. This really messed with my schedule and I contemplated going to the hospital again but ultimately didn't. After the semester, I immediately halted all psychiatric medications. There were a few weeks of negative side effects such as brain shocks and weird dreams, but I managed through them.
It has now been about 18 months since I have quit all psychiatric medications and I feel like a much smarter and happier person. More calm and stable than I have ever been in my life.
I feel like my psychiatrists used me by prescribing me all those medications and at such heavy doses. It makes me doubt the legitimacy of the mental health care industry. Especially in regards to the way pharmaceutical companies operate.
There is so much prescription, but so little work for therapy. It's puzzling...
And here we have psychedelics, 5-ht2a agonists which have the big label "No accepted therapeutic value". And I think the way I have felt on all the antidepressants (numbness, blocking out ability to think creatively and coherently) vs psychedelics (clarity and beauty of light, thought, color...). It seems to me that common psychiatric medications today are the ones which lack therapeutic value.
This is a big subject for me. I feel raped by the Pharmeceutical industry.
