Why am I such a shithead?

Keif' Richards

Keif' Richards

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Well, here we are again guys, in the blog section listening to me spin a yarn about how crappy my life is. I'm not gonna sugar coat it at all. I have been literally living and sleeping in the streets for the past 5 days. First my real job dried up. Next, the restaurant job I was working has had to let people go for lack of business. I'm not looking for sympathy, although I know I will get it from you all fam, I just want you all to understand what's happening. Between rent and medication costs, I blew through those last paychecks like it was nothing. Little did I know. I slept on the beach the other night with this girl Karma. I lose things easily, so I put everything remotely important into my bag. We slept on a blanket and the weather wasn't bad, but when Karma and I woke up, we both realized that all of our shit had been taken from us. Every article of clothing I own (some of it is brooks brothers :( Cell phone, Pregabalin, Zonisamide and a quarter of dispensary bud. Last but not least, my identification. Now it is impossible to do anything or bring myself out of this.

So, the worst part isn't losing the "things" per se, it's the loss of communication through the cell phone. Potential jobs can't call me. Apartment renters. I walked a literal mile today to the only pay phone here in town just to make a Neurology appointment. And of course they have no way of finding me, calling me, or seeing me.

My point is, for the next week or so guys, please bare with me a little bit. I'm only really able to get on here at the library. I'm going to do my best everyone. I care about each and every one of you.

Love
Ryan
 
Keif' Richards said:
Now it is impossible to do anything or bring myself out of this.
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But you will.
With perfect aplomb, I may add.
Shit like this comes along and it is (IME/O) the greatest opportunity to let yourself show through. So shine, crazy diamond: Illuminate them all.
Does suck to replace the paperwork of babylon but fuck it... anything good happening out of the situation? How's Karma?
\\Always here.
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Keif' Richards said:
Well, here we are again guys, in the blog section listening to me spin a yarn about how crappy my life is. I'm not gonna sugar coat it at all. I have been literally living and sleeping in the streets for the past 5 days. First my real job dried up. Next, the restaurant job I was working has had to let people go for lack of business. I'm not looking for sympathy, although I know I will get it from you all fam, I just want you all to understand what's happening. Between rent and medication costs, I blew through those last paychecks like it was nothing. Little did I know. I slept on the beach the other night with this girl Karma. I lose things easily, so I put everything remotely important into my bag. We slept on a blanket and the weather wasn't bad, but when Karma and I woke up, we both realized that all of our shit had been taken from us. Every article of clothing I own (some of it is brooks brothers :( Cell phone, Pregabalin, Zonisamide and a quarter of dispensary bud. Last but not least, my identification. Now it is impossible to do anything or bring myself out of this.

So, the worst part isn't losing the "things" per se, it's the loss of communication through the cell phone. Potential jobs can't call me. Apartment renters. I walked a literal mile today to the only pay phone here in town just to make a Neurology appointment. And of course they have no way of finding me, calling me, or seeing me.

My point is, for the next week or so guys, please bare with me a little bit. I'm only really able to get on here at the library. I'm going to do my best everyone. I care about each and every one of you.

Love
Ryan
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We love ya Ryan, hope u get through this mate. I send u a big hug. Hope u resolve all this shit soon. Take care, nick
 
Ryan ! You have to take care of your health !!

What's up with your family, I mean parents !

They are going to have to help you. You need medical support.

I am sooo glad you are getting through this though. I love the beach too.

It's definitely a wild adventure ! The coast is so amazing. I am glad you had Karma for you. I wish the best for you both. Not really lol jk.

You have to take care of your health Ryan. You need to get better soon.

Great that you are here whenever you can be and are so smart and always so helpful ! Alright !! ♡♡♡♡♡

So good to hear from you. I can just read your info all day.

You are awesome Great !

Hang on talk to medical persons, you will feel better when you get your health back. Okay ! Please. pretty peretty please.

Omg I hope you are alright.

Later Ry,
 
Oh, hi Ryan. I see that you were back on the 14th.
Thank you for your posts.
Sorry for being such a worrier and
for being such an airhead. ☺
 
hes a grown ass man... whateva... i do what i want! =D
fornrals, though;/we do love ya brother. you are full of it (wisdom) so keep it coming, please, sir.
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I've been in the street myself and I've been there since I was little thanks to my mother being a fuckin horny junkie, I figured out in the end and now I am settled. Point being, is not impossible. You still have your ID which is vital -- vital! and this equals = escape. Be careful how you store your things. Hope we talk again, stay safe. All love, brother.
 
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