Jakus said:
ive done oxy, but i think ive told you before (you love to bring up the "im the only aussie whos done oxy" thing; no disrespect)
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I've done Oxy quite a few times too... it is my favourite of all of the (what you'd call) "downers", because it's quite euphoric. My first oxy experience (snorting) was almost on par with my first pill experience... quite, quite beautiful and other-worldly. I can completely see how people could get addicted to them.
But generally, I don't use downers for 'fun'. I've tried xanax and didn't like it much.... it just totally knocks me out... great for after stimulants, but not a social drug at all for me (and I'm a 'social drug' kind of person).
My downer of choice, now I can't access Oxy, is Valium. Occasionally I'll pop a valium after a big night of just drinking, and chill out in front of the tv until I go to sleep, but generally I'll save my vals for after a big night on pills or especially meth... then, they're a godsend. It takes one to make me peaceful (and put me to sleep if I've only been drinking), two to make me drowsy after drugs and 3 to completely knock me out. I like them because I can still function and feel relatively normal on them, but all my anxiety ebbs away, my muscles relax and sleep comes much more easily.
I can't see myself ever getting 'addicted' to downers or ever doing them during the day with no particular reason - with the exception of oxy I guess
. I'm too much of a stimulant fan, and I drink bucketloads which potentiates the sleepy-effects. Going to bed at 9pm with a houseful of guests isn't polite or fun