~~~~~~Who I am~~~~~~~

[cherub]

~~~~~~Who I am~~~~~~~
The Demons haunting inside me
Scaring my own mental soul
will I ever be the same
Now that I reached this hellious world
I tremble inside trying to shake the feeling
Of what I have done.
The trauma I have caused
Can I ever undo it?
Will it ever be the same?
The constant fighting antagonizing
Inner conflict
Struggling to make it right
In every demon I meet
I uncover a part of which I used to be
And who I am becoming
It is a balancing game
Finding equal parts of the
Demons and Angels inside my soul
Getting them to Dance in harmony
Making the movements encircle eachother
Creating and developing
Finding that common step
To find whom I am
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Just takes one angel to change a life
~~~~CHERUB~~~~
Aka: Mommyhen

 

[CARESS]

Recognizing, battling, and taming your inner demons is a journey of self discovery. The journey isn't always easy, but I like to think that the reward at the end will make the struggle worthwhile. Let me know if you get there first..okay?

Your words inspire me, thank you so much.
All my love,
Caress

 

[Oldroller]

Only three poems I have ever written. Not sure why I wrote them at the time. The words just came out.
"Why"
What is the point,
Why do I bother.
Why do I care,
To look any farther.
I’ve grown accustomed,
To being alone.
Just me and four walls
Silence is home
We fool ourselves
To ease the pain
Only to look at life
With great disdain
I’m doing my time
Never can tell
These years alone
Just an empty shell
Where are the answers
To all the questions
I’m not alone
Others have asked
I’m not alone.
"Soul demise"
Only a man
Standing tall
Hiding behind
My majestic wall
Private sanctuary
My secret place
Questions of life
And no solace
Who is the one
To bring it down
Shattered pieces
To the ground
At drift at sea
Lonely confusion
Might it be
The grand illusion
My naked heart
My soul exposed
Would I be wiser
To keep it closed
Fears ignited once again
Excitement too
Light of love
Dispel the blue
Who is the woman
That holds the key
Lock on my heart
Please set me free
Her kiss so sweet
Her tender touch
I yearn for this woman
So very much
Two lost souls
In search of a mate
A lifetime of looking
It’s never to late
The risk the doubt
The agony of pain
I have to hope
There's something to gain
When at last the one
I've been aching for
Will share my life
Forever and more
"The Journey"
Lived half my life
With half to go
Seeking the answers
I need to know
So many questions
Too many why's
Speak only the truth
No need for lies
The journey's long
Uncertain road
Forging ahead
Carry this load
So many forks
Along the way
Never falter
Never stray
No maps to guide
To help me see
Feeling lost
Who should I be
Where is the end
This long long road
Trudging along
Carry this load
When long at last
The time has past
I'll reach the end
Finally at last

 

[Angelight]

cherub i loved this...i really did. It hit me hard. You know me well...and with school comming...and recent things that have happened to me, gain, loss, love, ...this poem just really touched me. I have been battleing with this question myself...who am i?? who are we?? Or what have i become? i love u, don't ever stop spilling these thoughts. mucho hugs
angel

 

[Lyra]

recently i've been struggling with some of the things i've done, trying to figure out what type of person i am and how i could do them. thank you for making me realize im not the only one who has to find that inner balance. you words really touched me.
thanks