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Who amongst us has been successful at sitting on beans?

I find it pretty easy, since I've never been psychologically addicted to E. I've had bags of pills last for months.

I've probably still got a few stashed away somewhere in my room!
 
I just chill until I feel it's the right time and place. Other than that I think of them as a thing to not be squandered.
 
I have no problem sitting on pills. In fact, I have more of a problem keeping off the event forums and finding things I want to do that weekend and thinking "Oh hey, I have some pills, I should roll." But I don't. I plan my rolls a month apart for events that I can look forward to.

Lately we've been holding more and more at a time since we've got several friends who we now supply for when we all go out together (nothing like having all your friends rolling off the same, good, beans. Specially when all the dealers have crap.) It's no problem for me to keep 50-100 pills on hand. I'm never tempted to just pop one. *shrug*
 
ive sat on over 1000 bombs before and not used a single one even though all of them were mine. it comes down to experience and will power. i've rolled so many times now that i save my serotonin for special circumstances. i won't eat a pill jus cause im bored because i know that i could wait until a magickal situation presents itself in which i would want the magickal effects of MDMA to be present.

Take it from someone who started their ecstasy use with no regard for their serotonin. SPACE your rolls. i was eating almost ten pills a week for about a year, and it totally destroyed ecstasy for me. my serotonin levels are still low and MDMA basically just feels like adderall to me w/o the empathy or mental high, i jus feel like im on a tweaky speed.

Don't get jaded by the amount of drugs your pushin, an don start poppin pills cause your bored... it will ruin the drug for you. MDMA deserves respect, it has a spirit jus like acid, mushrooms, ibogaine or salvia. And if you abuse it that spirit will punish you.

If you are unsure wether you should roll or not; don't roll. When the situation is right to drop a roller you will know, you will feel it.

Editors Note: Thankfully Oregon is blessed with a constant supply of 100% pure MDMA (tested, and confirmed) so i have stayed away from the uncertanties of tabs and have started too get my magick back.
 
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I have almost 200 pills, and I don't touch them until it's time to rave. When I do rave, I don't take more than two in a night. They all happen to be pokeballs too ;).

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I lied, I did touch them ONCE while at home. I just got news I was laid off and I couldn't handle it, I was pretty much having an anxiety attack. I mean, I fell on the floor when I was given the bad news. Anyway, I took a pill expecting the comedown to be complete shit and for me to be in a worse place than I was before I took it, but I was wrong. The comedown was the same as always, and when I came down, I was fine.
 
now, i know im not a weak person, i quit a 2 pack a day cig habit for over 5 years basicly cold turkey... but, it doesnt matter how many stars i have, 1 or 100. they have this unique sexy voice that i can hear from my stash, ANY where i am.
goddammit i watch the shuttle go up from my back porch, and cant get my hands on any more than 5 p/f monkeys, and for a steep price. but i get the orig pink stars cheaper and more copious and constant than people in new york did last year. this entire time. over a year and a half of blowin thru them and my dealer says eat up, or theyll be forever
 
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