Into a strange drift once again, that seemingly inexorable descent into bitter, bloody, shit-eating stagnation. Breathe it in, deep down, until any further advances approaching the diaphragm prove painful and joyless. Breathe out the filth and condemnation of a strange dualistic day-to-day, both eternal, transient and horrifying. "May you live in interesting times." I can almost feel a freeze in peristalsis, a gentle tug where the liver should be, and a nagging behind the eyes as though strange larvae with unknown faces propagate a dark and foreign purpose.
This is my good mood. I'm foregoing sleep tonight to preserve it. Off to read for 6 hours, take a brief shower, do a bit of cleaning then brave the heat to find purpose. I'd ask for luck but...
This is my good mood. I'm foregoing sleep tonight to preserve it. Off to read for 6 hours, take a brief shower, do a bit of cleaning then brave the heat to find purpose. I'd ask for luck but...
