frostyangel
Bluelighter
I lay silent here,
in this pitch black
bedroom.. where lately
it's the only time we
get to spend together
maybe that is why it's
hard for me to breathe
minute by minute..
I close my eyes..
your not here..
I miss you..
so much I could cry..
"oh, god does moment drag!"
I can't stop my eyes from
opening and heading straight
to the clock on the dresser..
I remember lying here at this
time last nite..
I don't think that I could
survive another second..
I roll over for the 1,000x
tonite.. this worn down
pillow we always share..
has no support without
you arm under it...
This empty sound is so
uncomfortable..
I imagined your arms were still
here around me.. like you promised
forever...
I look down..
I close my eyes.
Trying to dream of "you"
I realize in the deepest
somber; your lips find my
forhead.. or my cheeks
that you so love..
It's not normal for me
to wake up without you
looking into my eyes..
I know it's only a matter
of time til you come home..
but forever is so far away..
and so is tomorrow..
I can image how you make
me laugh, unlike anyone.
How you can read me better
than your favorite book.
Sing to me better than
you favorite artist..
Remembering standing in
the doorway to my bedroom
lip singing Trisha Yearwood's
"Inside out" to show you how
I feel.. I never forget that
look in your eyes..
And you proceeded to dance..
Sometimes, we squeeze
each other so tight..
because, we can't
believe that the other
is real..
Would I spend forever with you..
that I will never second guess..
**come home fast baby**
in this pitch black
bedroom.. where lately
it's the only time we
get to spend together
maybe that is why it's
hard for me to breathe
minute by minute..
I close my eyes..
your not here..
I miss you..
so much I could cry..
"oh, god does moment drag!"
I can't stop my eyes from
opening and heading straight
to the clock on the dresser..
I remember lying here at this
time last nite..
I don't think that I could
survive another second..
I roll over for the 1,000x
tonite.. this worn down
pillow we always share..
has no support without
you arm under it...
This empty sound is so
uncomfortable..
I imagined your arms were still
here around me.. like you promised
forever...
I look down..
I close my eyes.
Trying to dream of "you"
I realize in the deepest
somber; your lips find my
forhead.. or my cheeks
that you so love..
It's not normal for me
to wake up without you
looking into my eyes..
I know it's only a matter
of time til you come home..
but forever is so far away..
and so is tomorrow..
I can image how you make
me laugh, unlike anyone.
How you can read me better
than your favorite book.
Sing to me better than
you favorite artist..
Remembering standing in
the doorway to my bedroom
lip singing Trisha Yearwood's
"Inside out" to show you how
I feel.. I never forget that
look in your eyes..
And you proceeded to dance..
Sometimes, we squeeze
each other so tight..
because, we can't
believe that the other
is real..
Would I spend forever with you..
that I will never second guess..
**come home fast baby**
