Idk man for me personally I tried psychs after I got addicted to addictive drugs and they actually made me want to quit the drugs I was doing when I’m tripping I feel like I can access my inner thinking and figure out what I’m doing right and wrong in my life and how I’m gonna move forward everybody is different though.
Yeah amphetamines are very nasty stimulants in general you’ll want them even if they have a negative impact it’s just cause your brain craves dopamine and yeah idk how I didn’t keel over from all that lost sleep i was in a mental hospital up all night it was a hell I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy.
They really are also doesn’t help that I actually do have pretty bad impulsive adhd so they’re kind of a fucked if I do fucked if I don’t kinda thing they help tremendously calm me down get rid of anxiety quiet the rampant thoughts that don’t end but then in back of my head I’m like you know you can indulge a little get fucked up have a good time and I give in my whole lifestyle is essentially indulge and pleasure yourself sex drugs and everything else that tickles that reward center
Yeah that shit fucking sucks man I was a drug/porn addict and life is so fucking boring when all you’re chasing is a high that is not even good anymore but you still do it cause your brain tells you too I’m clean nowadays and doing so much better, I still have lingering side effects from the anti psychotic injection I took but I’m doing ten times better still.
I feel the same way with masterbation addiction I find myself not interested in real sex at all and don’t find it pleasurable have you ever heard of the nofap movement? I’m currently 26 days abstained from porn/masterbation, sex isn’t really a problem for me cause the fantasies I have with porn aren’t about traditional intercourse but I’ve went for a 2 month streak in nofap before and felt amazing being free from masterbation addiction.
I have indeed. there was a while I never really gave it the fap at all I wasn’t count the days but I was also getting laid several times a day back then I have learned a valuable lesson when it comes to masturbation recently do not fap on adderall.. or at least a lot of it ended up losing time going at it for 3 hours and gave myself rugburn never again Fock all of that
Yeah i feel you man I never really did stimulants like that but I’ve learned not too fap on marijuana when ever I’d smoke weed id get really horny and fap for an hour ejaculating like 4 times, I felt drained of energy for days after that and weed really amplified the pleasure from masterbation throwing me deeper in the hole of addiction, I actually quit smoking weed cause it would always make me relaspe on masterbation not cause weeds bad but cause I lose my discipline and self control when I smoke.
Ya igy it’s different for everyone I’m a sativa guy and sativa strains make me horny but whenever I’d smoke an Indica strain I wouldn’t feel forced to fap but I’d still be at higher risk for relapse.
Some light entactogen like 3-FEA or mid-low dose 6-APB could be beneficial too, I think, but chiefly, I agree.
I did alude to that property of psychedelics even though I called it false....it was false for me i guess.
Yeah I understand that when I first tried psychedelics I hadn’t really hit a rock bottom with the drugs yet yk after I did acid for the first time I then tried perc30s although before I did acid I was interesting in trying opioids anyway so I wouldn’t blame acid for that, I then hit rock bottom with kratom and after I quit I took an acid trip and now after being addicted to drugs like that I don’t look at drugs as something that will make me feel better then anything else I look at it as something that will fuck my life up horribly and I must avoid it at all costs.
I still agree that the end result is excess misery....but I won't deny that the honeymoon phases with drugs like IV opioids, crack, mdma, and dissociatives were all some of the best feelings I've ever had in a physical sense...Definitely not worth all the resulting misery though
Seriously man I miss the honeymoon stage so much it just feels like life’s never gonna be the same without drugs but with long term sobriety I think I’ll find peace and be able to live a happy life again.
This is why I really don’t consider mushrooms a drug. they’re more spiritual where most drugs put you in a altered state they unlock an altered consciousness,and a path to enlightenment. they’re definitely something that should be respected and not taken lightly they have the power to change your life, and harm your mind. I’ve had good trips and bad.. mushrooms don’t like nicotine when I smoke the trip feels and looks dirty, they don’t like coffee grinders either those were weird trips. I usually do 5+g my last one was 6g went in my room turned off the lights and listened to peaceful instrumental music and I was on an entirely different world visuals that were absolutely amazing. Idk theyre not drugs to me different mushrooms open different doors you experience them differently to me they're just they're own thing entirely.
Man you do find peace and it can take a while. years for me it took from like 21-28. I let alot eat at me, tons of self loathing, and ultimately I had to wake up one day to find purpose. Change my life. And write new chapters in my story a few times everything led the the best times I've ever had! And it took most on my 20s to get there
